Steve Beckow: Swept Clean

CurtainWritten by Steve Beckow, the Golden Age of Gaia, http://goldenageofgaia.com/2014/01/swept-clean/

Given that I’ve chosen to go through Ascension publicly, it makes sense to report an experience that occurred yesterday.

The first I knew about it was that I was unable to feel the ups and downs of emotions. I felt myself more or less stable in the middle. I described it at first as “neutral.” Things that excited me before – the idea of my favorite drink, favorite food, favorite activities – did not appeal to me at that moment.

In fact if someone had tried to get me to engage with them, I would have balked.  I felt apologetic because I was acting a little like a stick in the mud and I had to reassure my friends that there was nothing wrong with them but that something had shifted in me.

At the same time I wasn’t unhappy with the way I was feeling. I searched and searched for a word to describe it and finally a word came that fit the circumstance completely. I felt myself having become more “substantial.”

In every way I could feel myself more – not my up-and-down feelings, not my moods, not even errant thoughts. In fact I haven’t had an errant thought in my mind since that event happened. My mind is completely empty. The constant comment, the mind chatter is just not there.

It’s as if a hurricane came along and blew out everything that was not me – all the dust, all the cobwebs, everything extraneous.  I feel swept clean.

I have the sense that this experience is not complete and I just wanted to report it and then leave it. But the net impact of it on me is that I feel un-busy, de-complicated, stabilized. It’s a wonderful feeling really and is, I think, a preparatory stage for the release of some inner resource which I sense but definitely cannot describe at this moment.

Perhaps others are having similar experiences….

One comment

  1. I too have gone thru this. I feel I am in a state of bliss. When I try to bring up something from any past time, It won’t come up. I am empty. I only live in the now. It is facinating. A few years ago I had two instances(at different times) of altered states. So facinating to say the least.

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