Ascension and December 21: What Happened. What Didn’t. What Now?
By Stephen Cook – Bedtime, Saturday December 22 – Sydney, Australia.
OK, I said I would and so I have waited until you had all moved out of December 21 and into December 22.
Why? Because I didn’t want any of you influenced by, have expectations because of, or, make comparisons based on what we may have – or may not have – experienced here in Australia (where we are almost a whole day ahead of many of you) before you experienced things for yourself.
As it is now the end of the day, Saturday December 22 for me and Anthony here in Australia, I felt it is now safe to do so.
So what did I experience? Lots – most of it completely unexpected. And not always what I “wanted.” And not what I really wanted. Not for me, but for the world.
I can only talk for myself here, however (Anthony has written about his own experience below) and I think it best if I do this experience by experience…in chronological order. So here goes…
Here’s what did happen.
We meditated from around 11.oo pm on December 2o through until around 12.21 on December 21. I will call this mediation 1.
Meditation 1, for me, was instant bliss. I moved into bliss within seconds of starting – so it seemed.
It was then full of thousands and thousands and thousands of downloaded images of stuff I have never seen before – faces, places, people, things, space, spaceships, items of information, strange languages and letters, numbers all sorts of things.
As I said, I was instantly in bliss and I can only describe it as wild!
I was fascinated – and yet I can’t remember 99 per cent of what went flashing before my eyes. It was SO, SO fast.
I was fully conscious and yet it wasn’t me – if that makes sense.
Towards the end was a very quick and bright flash of light that seemed to come into my crown area.
Then it was over and we went to bed.
But as you may expect, I was very energised by what I had just ‘seen’ and hardly slept – all night. I know I did sleep, but the rest of the time I felt I was cocooned in this fluorescent blue light… which was light blue not dark blue – and I felt I was being ‘worked on’.
I was nevertheless up the next morning (December 21) my time and ready at 9 am to join the InLight Radio team – Steve, Graham Linda and Geoffrey, on the Heavenly Blessings: Ascension Roundtable radio special.
What a blast that was with Jesus/Sananda coming through Linda Dillon with some wonderful words of calming advice and love.
Being a day ahead, I couldn’t stay till the end of the show and left early to meet the suggestions Archangel Michael had provided to me and Anthony regarding key times.
We decided to cut ourselves off from the whole outside world for the day, too.
So we unplugged the landlines, switched off the mobiles, shut down Skype and exited all email programs so we could be in the moment all day. No TV’s, no radios, no outside distractions.
We then meditated from 10.00 am through until around about 11.30 am. This was Meditation 2 and was another, much calmer version of the previous night – yes images; but nowhere near as many. Although, at one point, I was flying through space – just as I used to do as a child…
Yet I came out of Meditation 2 somewhat disappointed that the big bolt of light hadn’t happened at 11.11 am as I had expected. I felt deflated… and so then found myself already questioning everything, as you do….
I then spent the afternoon making salted caramel ice cream to try and boost my spirits. I was so vague and ‘out there’ I got halfway through the recipe, twice , and threw things out (yes, I know, VERY wasteful!) and started again. Third time lucky.
I then went back into the InLight Radio archive for the Heavenly Blessings: Ascension Roundtable show and we re-listened to Jesus/Sananda’s words. I found these very reassuring .
This made me feel that Meditation 3 would be, like the ice cream-making, a case of third -time lucky.
So at 10.00 pm out time – which was 11.00 am UTC – the Solstice and the Galactic alignment was due at 11.11:37 am – our 10.11:37 pm which is why we started Meditation no 3 at 10 pm.
This was nothing like the first two meditations and, in fact I think I fell asleep a couple of times and came back.
It was still very calming – yet inside I had this underlying sense of disappointment as I knew that the white light that would make me drop to my knees had not come through.
So at around 12.12am this morning we looked at one another, realised we had not Ascended and after asking each other if we were still OK, we literally fell into bed.
This morning we were both worried that we were still disappointed and while we are, we have actually had a very calm day. We’ve had visitors, been to the beach seen my sister and had Chinese takeaway and had a lovely day.
And throughout it all, I have had this intense sense that all is as it should be and that we are now due to be ramped up each and every day.
So what didn’t happen?
Well, have we Ascended – no.
And no, there was no massive white beam of light that came down and made me drop to my knees; but there was that bolt of light, almost just after midnight on December 20.
Am I disappointed – yes – but truly, not for me but for the world… I SO want things to change.
Am I angry – not at all.. This is my responsibility … to my self.
Am I confused – you bet.
But while I don’t think or feel that I have Ascended – yet- I also don’t feel the process is over.
Twice today I have had this intense feeling where I cannot feel both my arms, they are numb. I have this compressive tightening both in my front and back around my sternum area and it is incredibly tight and I feel like the breath is being pushed out of me – and then about a minute or two later it passes and I feel intensely calm.
And so, what now?
Well, I will be up in just over four hours, at 4.30 am our Sunday December 23, to join Linda Dillon’s webinar at 1.00 pm on December 22 US time.. and then I can see and hear what the Council of Love and others have to say.
Do I believe my vision was wrong – no. But maybe my timing is out… I don’t know.
Christmas Day has featured prominently in my personal timeframe for ‘stuff’ to happen and while I have not said this publicly before ( yes, the naysayers will say ‘oh he’s backtracking now’, but I’m not) I feel this Christmas Day has a big role yet to come.
But am I giving up? – no way. I am going to Ascend… My intention has not changed. Not one bit.
Why? Cos I want this world to be a better place. Where love is all and everywhere.
So I hope you will still join me.
Source: http://the2012scenario.com/2012/12/ascension-and-december-21-what-happened-what-didnt-what-now/
Openhearted Rebellion 
Well my dear Stephen
I do not know what to say.
My belief is that i have already ascended.
In fact in 2002. However i still believe that there has been a huge energy shift. My hope was for an instantaneous upliftment it did not happen. I did not experience what you did. My experience was the playing out of more 3d stuff. I am weary tired but know that i am carrying a huge weight for stephen all must ascend every soul on this planet untik that happens we carry huge amounts of light for others
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Dearest Stephen,
I guess you don’t listen very closely to what AAM and the other channeled Masters tell you. They told you, that you had already ascended. I know because I read everything.
Love to you my friend !
Kay
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thanks for the message, i had so many similar/parallel experiences myself. i felt incredibly calm and at one with my soul on 12/20 evening, woke up at 3am on 12/21 feeling like i was being intensely “worked on” by spiraling energies, i’ve had incredibly loud ringing sounds come in and out at times. i had this series of “images” passing across my inner vision too, hundreds/thousands of images passing incredibly quickly. mostly, i feel this intense “Truth energy” coming into me and into the world, more so by the day, by the hour even. the phrase “” came into my consciousness last night like a bolt of lightning. i feel like something indeed shifted on 12/21, something we are here to embody embrace and bring into this physical world. i was quite disappointed by seeing heavy chemtrailing all day yesterday, and not having any massive “flash” of enlightening consciousness like was perhaps hoping for, but i also feel something bigger is on its way.
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oops forgot to add the phrase hehe – it was “There is nothing hidden that shall not be revealed, and there is nothing covered that shall remain without being uncovered”
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Hi Stephen
You have already ascended. Why I am saying this is because days before the 21 st I had become really worried and concerned whether I was ready to ascend; whether I had done all the preparations and cleansing of personal issues which was recommended by so many channelings here on this site. I had only recently discovered this site and become aware of the ascension process even though I am quite aware of spiritual matters. I had given my intentions and meditated on all the important dates etc. Yet i felt I was far from being pure and perfect enough to ascend. I had an idea in my mind of what I ” ought” to be to be able to ascend. Yet I repeatedly received a clear message from my inner voice that I had already ascended which I found quite surprising as I felt that I needed to do so much work on myself still. Yet now I understand it so much better. It is a process and we all have already ascended but now have to live it and act out the shift and changes in our own unique ways. If I have already ascended with so much to do still and issues to resolve still, then you too have ascended already. I cant explain why but this was my message given to me when I was filled with great doubt and fear about what I lacked in order to ascend.
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I admire your honest candour Stephen,thanks for sharing your highs,lows,expectations,disappointments..everything.
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well,i was in the shopping mall,the last place i wanted to be.while i was waiting for my turn,it came,,a very loving and oh,so gentle.warm energy,right into my crown shakra.it went right thru my body,all i did was expand this energy right thru the whole shopping mall to engulf every living thing.i felt one with it.i did what i came here to do.and now i realize that this was ecxactly where i needed to be. i believe we have already ascended (into a new paradigm) i always feel the light beings around me, why??because i say so and so it is,we are bringing heaven to earth,not the other way around.this is our job,that is why we came to earth at this time…that is a knowing i came to realize..in a shopping mall…i thought it is alright to share this…Love and Light
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hello. my name is joanne. i am not known on this website but i have been following it for sometime now and know you all through your channelings and light work. i feel i would like to share with someone my experience for i honestly had no expectations. i have been having intense ascension symptoms for almost 7 years but had NO idea what it was until recently! (at that time i was in med school and though i had every single diagnosis i was studying!!) i am definately one of the ones that the channels have talked about happening rapidly, the quote i am remembering is “like waking up from a long sleep”. i first meditated on 12-21-12 from around 10:15 until 11:45 ish..and felt a wonderful feeling of bliss and an outpouring of energy. i could felt a very strong connection with gaia and felt myself in a sense contributing to all the lightwork..i was sending out much more light then i felt i had ever done in the past. it was truly an ecstatic feeling..like being on drugs almost, but love being the drug of choice! =) i then listened to the recent posting on activating solar light bodies..and fell into another zone for almost 2 hours..like i couldnt’ even get up..i kept thinking..is this how a star feels? just being light and energy? it was wonderful..very blissful..once i woke up..i really did feel like i was waking up from a sleep..i had to sort of fill into my new body if you will (same body but definately different feeling) it felt like a rebirth almost..that night i was exhausted and went to sleep having a somewhat normal dream..the next morning..i woke up very happy and excited that i had an eventful 12-21..(this whole time by the way i have been driving across the country so this happened in hotel rooms!! along with my crystals, ect)…the next morning i was quite upset by something someone had said to me while checking out of the hotel and then felt really depressed..and it made me question everything that had happened to me the day before..i began my 8 hour long drive and figured i would listen to my personal channeling that had been given to me on dec 7 (which has really helped me along this journey) the second the channeling started i began to cry and cried very intensly off and on for 2 hours…i finally got a break..then played a song that is dear to me and speaks to me and put it on repeat..i then began crying again VERY intensly..it was like my body was purging all its past traumas to try and bring me into the new earth and align with her vibration..it was very intense (all the while driving i might add!!) this lasted almost 2 hours of off and on cleansing and releasing through intense crying..but i felt so cleansed and very blissful..each time i would stop and get gas or use the restroom i felt so light like i was walking on a cloud..the whole day today i have been “floating” in my new body..a body that i know is getting ready for all the higher vibrations..and now i sit here reading others experiences..i guess the point is, many of you on here i feel are on a farther path of ascension than I for my true awareness of ascension has been short (even though i have been experiencing the symptoms for sometime and through my channeling found out i am a starseed from andromeda) but i dont channel any angels or see too many visions unless i am in meditation and perform my own personal lightwork, but i just wanted to let you know that for me it was a true blessing and with no expectations, they were all met with wonder and amazement! i just want to say thank you to everyone because i know you have all helped me along this journey of understanding along with the hard work of going within and finding self and truth!! much love to you all!
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Great to see such an honest confession of your true feelings on an occasion in which we knew not what to expect but wished for the sky. When you were being “worked on,” do you believe it had anything to do with DNA?
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Also, if you get a chance, check out my newly begun blog project. A different approach to the 2012 occasion and academic ideas coupled with personal issues. Thanks again and ascension is waiting…
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