As every single day goes by and I continue to look at the state of the world around me, I feel divided at best. On the one hand, we are hearing of amazing, marvelous things that are to happen in the immediate future or ‘soon’ and many of us are discovering genuine telepathic contact with the celestials and Galactics working from their ascended end to bring these futures about.
On the other hand, when looking at events in my own Life and in the world at this point, besides a few crucial developments that have inched us that much nearer to all that we have been waiting and wishing for, I see a continuation of the old.
The old paradigm, the old behaviors and ways of Living amongst humanity that suggest that nothing is happening but the continual feeding of this paradigm established on Earth that honestly, I’m beginning to be ready to leave behind. I’ll admit to myself feeding some aspects of this paradigm, and therein lies my own personal work in helping to bring these changes about, by making the effort to enact change in myself.
To that end I admit that I have done very much, and every day is a constant effort in myself to find the purer paradigms in myself that will see me (and hopefully all of us) exposed to the changes we have been waiting for.
The division I am feeling at this point is multi-faceted. The changes, for many Lightworkers will lay an inherent consequence; that is, that when these changes really begin to pick up as we have been told by our divine sources, us Lightworkers are going to be busier than ever trying to cover and keep up with everything.
Until then, I personally am tired of just sitting around and waiting, while trying to lay as much energetic foundation as I can by channeling guidance, advice and updates, giving readings and anchoring Love to Gaia’s core in hopes that the purity of energies given and absorbed by doing such things will naturally as they are supposed to, affect the overall collective consciousness of this world and the events that manifest on this world in positive, Lighted ways.
Like other Lightworkers and truthseekers at this time (1), I look around at the state this world is in and especially in this area that I Live in and see so, so much that needs changed and cleansed. There is a very hazardous oil refinery around here that I dearly look forward to being a part of tearing down, once the many technologies that will see such things obsolete are disclosed and given to us. But that hasn’t happened yet. We have heard about such things endlessly and to an extent have heard of related humanitarian projects that we will be a part of in that ever-elusive ‘immediate period ahead’, but so far no widespread work has been done to heal such things.
I want to heal this world. I want to work with all of myself, to gladly give my energies fully to the healing and cleansing of this world. Earth changes are not going to do the work for us when the time comes, this will be our work to do and I’m ready to do it. I want to do it!
I’m tired of simply channeling regular updates from the Divine sources working to bring these changes about. I’m ready for the most upsetting and intense changes, and the resulting work that we will all be performing to heal this world. I know that once this happens I too will have trouble keeping up, but I’m ok with that!
So, where do we look for the most concrete updates of the freeing of our world? There are some who would say that the extraterrestrial, ascended and channeled sources are the best outlets for information on this subject because the Galactics have a higher vantage point than those of us on Earth, and there are some who look to the terrestrial truth-seekers, whistleblowers and such for such updates because one’s mental channels can always be interfered with to present a scenario that the ego of the channeler wants. (2)
I personally have looked to every facet of the souls bringing these changes forth, be them terrestrial and third dimensional or extraterrestrial and ascended, or otherwise, for general updates about what is going on and every single day that goes by with so much news, so many revelations and insights and predictions, but no actual concrete occurrence, is disheartening.
I can hear what people will be saying now: look to the resignations. Look to the arrests. There are things happening. Things are beginning to pick up. There is never a reason to worry or feel frustrated, all is in perfect Divine order and will happen when it needs to.
Yes, I know all of this and I routinely integrate similar mantras into my thoughts when I begin to feel in doubt or disheartened, and it has happened a lot since my involvement in this movement starting only a couple of years ago. I can only imagine what those of you who have been hearing about these things for decades must feel like by this point. You all deserve a trophy for hanging in there!
What saddens me to a great extent, is that even many of our trusted terrestrial sources seem to be getting a bit mixed up. Just recently, we had a Fulford report that claimed that the ‘White Dragon’ Family who are in essence, the rich families actually working in the best interest of our world, were in fact just as involved with the Illuminati families as any of the other conspirators, simply because somebody came to him claiming to represent the Dragon Family who didn’t have anybody’s best interests at heart. (3)
Of course, a report was issued correcting his mistake (3) but still, the entire incident was a bit confusing and confounding, and serves to make me question how organized things really are in some areas of these changes being brought about. Of course, the bad guys are going to lie and steal until they are finally arrested in mass numbers, and with all that we have been hearing, especially lately, it seems that these arrests should already be happening in mass numbers as has been reported endlessly.
Yes, of course, the dark throw up hurdles and obstacles but with so many nations (and the US Military) aligned against them now, how? The questions go on and on and as long as the general public does not have a rightful knowledge of all that is going on which will continue as long as the ‘bad guys’ are not behind bars, this cycle will continue and questions, concerns and frustrations will continue to be garnered.
I hope that my own frustrations can be excused in this article, because any writer knows that the best way to express and transmute frustrations is to write about them. For me, it is a habitual clearing process in myself.
So, how can we get off of this vicious cycle of continually waiting, waiting and waiting? For me, when the frustrations hit their max-point, when I’m just too tired of waiting while the old world continues on, I try to reiterate to myself why I began my own work in this movement in the first place.
When I started offering my own energetic service to the ascension of Earth and the exposure of all things hidden away on Her surface, I did not start because of pending mass arrests that I was hearing about. I did not start because of the thought of the glorious future we have been promised, though I will admit that was an aspect of my service. I started my own work and belief in this movement because the basic aspects of Living in Love, Harmony and Peace throughout this whole world are aspects which resonated with me and which I wanted to work toward.
The basic, fundamental aspects of the spirituality established in so many awakened people at this time are what attracted me most to this movement. Since then and even before my own involvement, all of this has evolved into mass disclosures, mass arrests and the freeing of this world from the darkness that has been so established on Her surface. As a result, I will admit to having hung myself up on this possibility and hope of such things happening. Can you blame me?
At a certain point in the continual hope of seeing the manifestation of things which are supposed to be happening, detachment becomes a priority. This is a tough lesson that I am learning right now, as the possibility of being involved in so many projects to clean our world and the state She is in, as well as my own involvement in calming those around me when the initial disclosures begin and absorbing those disclosures, makes the Life that I am Living now much more difficult.
Also, hearing continually about how different and wonderful our Lives could have been and are supposed to be, and about how there are ‘quatrillionaires’ out there feeding off of an occult financial system while most of us are struggling just to get by, does get to me after a certain point as I’m sure it does all of you.
I would guess that now, in this looooooonnnnnnnnnnnngggggggg(gggggggggggg) stretch before the amazing, wonderful changes begin, we are meant to simply turn inward, relax and prepare ourselves for these things while not getting too hung up on them and while keeping ourselves in balance at all times, as a necessity. If not, we could end up dramatically and sarcastically stretching the world ‘long’ out when referring to the ‘wait’ for these changes in an article!
It’s not going to be easy, and I too will find difficulty taking this advice, but I guess it just is what it is. I certainly cannot offer myself much more advice in that avenue as this does seem to simply be a waiting game. We know this is all going to happen, it is just taking longer than it should have, because of our own lower actions in this decade that feed the bad guys, not the good guys.
Until everything happens however, I am both drained and underworked. Quite a conundrum!
Wes Annac – Incarnate Rep., GF and PHC
WesAnnac.com
AquariusChannelings.com
Footnotes:
(1) http://the2012scenario.com/spiritual-essays/emergence-2/i-need-more/
(2) See in message below, the “11.11.11 miracles manifesting” prediction from my own sources:
(3) The incident is outlined in this article:
Openhearted Rebellion 
~Hi Wes….I just read your articule above..sentiments that so many of us are “really feeling” right now ..me inluded. We have to carry on believing…because the alternative means doom for us all…I want so much to see an “”,complete end to the Illuminati”, who have manipulated our species for such a long time..we are so much more than what we have been so falsely led to believe….hang in there my friend/lightworker…we need to all pull together. Having said that…I do hope with all my heart that the end “IS VERY NEAR” AND we can look forward to a wonderful peaceful new life for everyone..love and light to us all Susan ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ~
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waiting is an active process, which binds a beings energy from taking action.
being await is an open state of being, which allows the energy to move through and be expressed.
for me its this little internal shift, that makes things bearable^^…
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Enjoy&trust the process! I am!
The point of power is always in the NOW.
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thank you so much for this posting. i know i couldn’t be the only one feeling this way, yet, no one had gone far enough to admit it in concrete form like this… i’m right there with you. I’m ready to end the old paradigm, for the Truth to be known, for basic necessities and rights (food, housing, communication, transportation) to be easier to accommodate/procure, and to start doing to meaning, productive work for humanity and Gaia, in the terms of healing and ascension.
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Dear Wes, I am one of those who are in this movement since decades….I am really sad that nothing significant ever happened…only ”No Shows”…I am now seriously considering to give up on all of this…even though Ascension, Disclosure, Nesara etc… are the only things that my soul resonate with. I know for sure in my heart that I am not from this planet and sorry to say it but I do regret I accepted to ”volunteer” here on Planet Earth…and I hope so much that when I will leave my body and return home I will Never Forget how much I suffered down here out of a strange state of amnesia due to the exquisite bliss of the Higher Dimensions…because if I am to help other 3d worlds in their ascending process it will never ever be with the so-called ”ground-crew”…I would do…I mean anything…any sacrifice to make sure I never have to incarnate in a 3d world again…I am so discouraged after having hanging here since so long Hoping with every single fiber of my being that all these wonderfull predictions came true….but as you all know dear friends…it never happened…this Old World is going on and on and on and on…………………….a vast majority of us are still having a hard time getting enough money to survive…corrupt politicians are still appearing on mainstream media with smiles on their face talking about their agendas for the next ten years to come…Gas companies are still draining Gaia’s blood for maximum profit…tons of civilians are still killed and repressed in many countries…and more and more atrocities are STILL going on as an endless list of miseries that never ends…How can I even with the best of my innerlight believe that ALL of this is REALLY about to end once and for all? This is my letter of retirement dear friends. I will unfortunately continue to drag myself tomorrow morning to my meaningless job to survive and will as much as I can try to forget about all of these dreams that never come true…With the help of Prime Creator maybe I will be able to attain some state of peace within myself…but I refuse to continue to wait, wait and wait for this world to CHANGE… I sincerely LOVE you all and wish you well
Starchild777
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Wes,i try so hard at times to see these thing we long for come to fruition,but when i get to that state and don’t see what i expect i think of all the lighti see in my mediation of late and even though i seen it for a number of yrs now my lord never has it been so great and greater every day,yes i see change,its within and everyone around me seems to be doing better in every part of there life,i’m a 61 yr old disabled veteran manual labor and make 4 times more than i have ever made in my whole life,but i owe it all to the shakti the light and service to others i give it back.just afew words of inspiration i hope they help.Namaste rick
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The reality for me as always is that I constantly struggle to keep my head above water because the negative forces ranged against me are relentless. I am desperate to be able to get some relief by at least having the basic truths out there and being able to meet up with some like minded people. I live in the fourth largest city on the UK and so far I havent run into one person who is on my wave length.
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Embrace the uncertainty, await the mystery, make and eat comfort foods, (I am making brownies right now) and stay in the NOW moment. Especially, go out and have some FUN! These are my words of encouragement from someone who has only been awakening for the past 10 months, and what a ride it has been. Many dreams, visions, flying thoughts coming in and out of me. Did I ever tell you that one dream that I had, was that I wrote the book about the entire molecular structure of the Universe! I had a vision the other day about creating a “camera” that uncreates ugly buildings and when I am driving in my car I pull out my imaginary camera and “shoot” at ugly buildings and watch them disappear.
It would be nice if we had a place to share the many wonderous experiences that we are all having through our dreams and visons. It might help us to get through these “low” times and put together the puzzle pieces of the Ascension and what parts we will all play in it.
Many vibrations of love and light and upliftment are being sent your way Wes! (And to you too Starchild777) Please Don’t Give Up! We are almost there!
Debbie
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“I will love the light for it shows me the way, yet I will endure the darkness because it shows me the stars.”
-OG Mandino
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Try working in that old nasty oil refinery. I think we’re all processing lots of internal issues right now. Hang in there brother. All of your hard work is very much appreciated!
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~Hi Wes~
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Hello dear friend! How are you? 🙂
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Hi Wes (and Starchild777), I’ve reached the stage (after having varying degress of a headache for a week) where I feel like something is going to give, and I was hoping that it wouldn’t be me 🙂 Although it’s only mid-week, I really wanted to update my website (I do a monthly update) with something like “Straddling Both Worlds…ENOUGH ALREADY!!” I just realised that this may actually be not as personal as I though it was. Seems to me that we’re reaching “breaking point” as a race, and that’s what we are embodying. But you know what? After reading your post, I feel much, much, much better, and I hope that both of you feel that way too, now that we know it’s not an isolated thing. Just h.a.n.g…i.n…t.h.e.r.e….just a bit longer…! And Starchild777, please don’t quit right now — you’ve come so close…Humanity needs every iota of light we are carrying. Much love and blessings, Grace
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Dear Wes,
I think that the situation MUST be just the way it is. All
the waiting, all the “happenings”, all the “goodies” added to
the messages are just for “practical” necessity.
Twenty years ago, when i felt the “calling”, i only had
access to some brochures written by oriental masters and
some books by Rene Guenon. Many people around me were
so absorbed in the “reality” around them, that i felt to be
“alien”. Ten years ago, i was still fighting to understand
what happened to me and why i felt that way, because the
world was tougher and nobody seemed to care. It seemed
that all others enjoyed it even more.
But something changed, finally, and here is the “quickening”.
It seems that everything is growing, the awareness, the joy,
the sadness, the sorrow, the expectations, the light, the
doubt. More to read, more to confuse, more to enjoy. And
that brings me back to the practical necessity.
Some are “awake” but most of the people are not. Not
yet. There is still some time, some little time, until we get
to “The Event” and everything is used for getting more and
more people focus on fewer and fewer issues, soon there will
be ONLY one issue, and ALL the people will ask their inner
self and will choose. That’s how we will have the situation
described by “Bill Wood”, with only two Time Lines.
EVERYONE will think to answer “yes or no” to THE ONLY
QUESTION. Let’s face the fact that the critical thing to
expect is THE ASCENSION. Period. Not “Nesara”, not
“Disclosure”, not “Arrests of the cabal”. All these
expectations were added recently just to build up the
pressure, to get more and more people focused.
Some of us wanted the same society, only just more
correctly rewarded. For them, Nesara was promised. Others,
want to be respected like full human beings, they have their
dignity. For them, the “arrest of the cabal” will be played.
Believe me, i consider all those things being very real and
serious, but these are just MEANS to get to the “main
attraction”. The Universal interest is in ASCENSION. What
good would Nesara be if the 3D world that needs it will shift
to something entirely different? And all this will be very…
soon?
Again, in my opinion, using Ra’s terminology, the harvest
is paramount, and that’s Ascension.
Now, to get back to your article, i think that we are all
tired of waiting. When, When? Well, i guess that when we
will see the great majority of the population interested in
these issues, Ascension, Nesara and Arrests, Disclosure, we
will be close. Then, the issues will became two: Ascension
and Disclosure, and finally ONLY ONE: ASCENSION. We all
will be thinking about that, and we will answer. All these will
happen before the end of this year. We are psychologically
prepared for this EVERY day. If anyone like to have some
fun, we can make bets.))
Love/Light to everyone, forever. Leonard
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HI Wes,
I tried to read your article with compassion. It seems what is going on that you simply do not feel good, yet behind that you know that you can’t do anything about it – which is the sucky part.
I also do not know your view on “good/bad” guys. But perhaps it could help you to view it a little more objectively. Such as, those bad guys are people who are suffering just as much as you and I, actually they suffer more and the only way they know how to alleviate their suffering is to cause pain to others.
I’ve just focused on how me and “Illuminati” are similar, rather than what is different. I’ve found that I am just as capable of being a Tyrant, of being hateful, unloving, and that (like many channels do mention) I WAS Illuminati in a previous life. I base this off the belief that we are all One, that the light serves the dark and the dark serves the light, that the lessons we learn are vital, that no ones time here on earth is wasted – ever – that every experience is crucial somehow (in ways we certainly are not in the position to consciously – this is intended – to be aware of ). I just fully believe and understand that painful experiences are OK, and therefore illuminati are OK, and that illuminati are just people in need of ALOT of love, and that… and this is something I don’t think many people at all look at in this way… that The Shift is just as much as for the Liberation of The Illuminati as it is the rest of the world.
Remember, the Illuminati are enslaved themselves, with them no longer being allowed as much to do what they think is best they have to do what a lot of people have done most their lives when they encounter a shock – they begin to question things.
The Illuminati are no different, no better/worse, than you or I. I don’t see us and them, and if and when I do, I extend compassion to myself and to others, for I know it is simply my hurt side looking for retribution.
So, why hate myself now?
This cycle I speak of brings about a compassion response, in me, because I understand that everyone just wants to feel better, somehow someway, but it’s our not knowing how to give ourselves love that causes THE GREATEST suffering.
To help you feel better, there is a movie, it’s called V for Vendetta. I recently watched it. Look up the plot, there is violence in it but I am fine with that. The most interesting part of the movie is how the film was allowed to be released in the first place. This has everything like a hollywood movie (no cheesy romance or anything), it is about Tyranny, and how much worse it CAN get (and eventually it is about some anti-tyrannist “hero” trying to free the people from the government), it was made in 2005, and I’m not giving a great description of it, but it relates so many things to daily life.
Also, if you tihnk your life is bad, think about the people in Korea. In comparison to them, we live great lives, much FREER Lives. I’m sure there are also light workers there, just as sensitive as you and I, yet they have to deal with a MUCH more difficult situation.
I also don’t think our lifetimes here on earth are all about finding a way out of suffering. If that were the point then MOST people’s experiences would be a sure failure.
I think you said it in one of your stories one time, earth is a “Master University”.
Even after The Shift, even once we are Out of Time, Earth’s past will still be filled with chaos, tyranny and oppression – because that’s the way it’s intended.
THATS What makes it a Master School.
If it was easy, it would be pointless, it wouldn’t be what it is, and it wouldn’t provide us the CRUCIAL experience neccessary for Soul Growth.
We NEED painful experiences for our training. For our Bright futures, because only through actually going through it can we understand and teach others who are going through it, and only then (I believe) we can be given the keys to one day be the guardians for another planet as earth.
It is for these reasons, and more, I no longer struggle as much, or DEMAND change as much. I understand opression is a part of the experience, it is unavoidable, because it is PART OF THE PLAN.
I’ve recently started reading a lot about how to give myself self compassion. Check out “Mindfulness to Self Compassion” or even better “Soul without Shame”. Where Byron Brown fully recognizes the world of the Soul, however he authors a great way for us to live in the here and now, limited experience. But in Mindfulness to Self Compassion, the author, a PsychoTherapist, talks about how his main coping strategy for himself and his clients is simply praciting being okay with what is. Basically, fully embracing your powerlessness (not in the negative way), because what that is is Self Compassion, and when we no longer fight, when we surrender we can feel Peace.
Much Love
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Dear Kacper ThePup…so you say we ”NEED” painfull experience…have you ever been raped…or tortured…or being homeless…or suffering advanced stages of cancer…or mutilated…and the list is infinite my friend…I have been through some of these ”painfull experiences” and let me tell you that they only wounded me to the bone…and none of this cruel stuff was ”NECESSARY” as you say…go say that to those people who only have flyes to eat my friend and come back to me after…I always strongly react to this kind of ”teachings of wisdom” and wonder if the person really experienced himself ”extreme suffering”… I honestly respect ALL Lightworkers…you included…but this theory of growth obtained by suffering will always remain to me an absolute NON-SENSE.
Starchild777
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