I’m behind on, well, pretty much everything at this point. Emails, readings, reading requests, keeping up with all of it every day, I’m behind.
And besides all of that, it seems that that time of my personal cycle has come around yet again where I find myself frustrated, upset, doubting everything, waiting for definitive action that just doesn’t seem to happen. (Of course much is happening, but we can’t know about most of it! Go figure!)
At times, the days and weeks just seem like one long “…………………………” only during this “…………………..” I’m also working my tail off for the benefit of everyone else, which of course I Love doing but I’m allowed to complain once and a while! 😀
Everything I’ve been sent here to do and have began to do, has been for the benefit of everyone else but I think I need to take some time to show myself some Love, some caring, some relaxation. My Guides were trying to show me that doing this is ok when the charger to my only laptop went caput, but even then all I wanted to do was continue in my work, the very same work that now sees me drained and beginning to wonder if everything I’m working toward is indeed going to happen, or if I am just continually draining myself for ‘nothing’.
Lots of queries, lots of unanswered questions in myself and a lot, a lot of piled-up emails and requests from my dear friends and from people who just want a legitimate moment of contact with their guides, even if it is in an automatic-writing channeling format.
As far as the readings go, I’ve had to push a couple of people to the top who have donated in exchange. Again, this is not to be unfair or express favoritism, it is simply so those who’ve donated can get their reading in a time-current manner, so they can be given a refund if the reading didn’t happen to resonate.
With everything, including the readings, I think I just need to take a step back for a couple of days and forget about all of the stress and pressure, while I work with myself and hopefully with some good friends, to meld away the stress accumulated from every day and week going on and on with no significant happenings and not one sign (besides donations which get us by) that my family’s own financial situation is going to be alleviated so that I can do this work for the Light, rather than being forced to get a job I don’t want to get and working my Life away with no real purpose, which may soon need to happen if things don’t pick up as we have been hoping they will. I can’t walk on this financial tightrope forever!
I’ll be hiding out the next couple of days over with my good friends at the Spirit Train Chronicles, and believe me it will be the closest to a real ‘vacation’ that I’m going to get any time soon. I won’t be answering emails or consultation requests, I may not channel at this time but may still do readings (again, that in itself holds much stress) and I will most likely be updating this site during this time but for the most part, I won’t be heard from.
Hopefully some type of something can happen, soon. But hey, that’s what we’ve been hearing from every channeled source, my own included. I possess little doubt about the scenario we have been given playing out, but that doubt unfortunately does increase every day and week that goes by with little significant happenings.
Much Love all,
Wes 🙂
Openhearted Rebellion 
Namaste Wes,
Just do the best that you can and follow your heart. If you do have to get a regular job, be sure to find one which makes you ‘happy’. I know that it isn’t easy to find a job that makes all of us happy, but if someone were to employ me to do some gardening and designing…I’ll be happy…even if it’s a part time job..and connecting with Gaia….I’ll do it.
I know that it’s far cry from my past work scope but no one wants to employ anyone older than 50yrs old anymore. I can relate and understand your frustrations, the waiting and waiting for signs etc… all of us are facing the same old..same old and it’s hard to ‘shake it off’.
Go get some off days and get rid of the ‘frustrations’ especially with friends whom you can bond with. Do some fun things which speaks to your heart and soul. You’ll feel much better when you’ve learned to love yourself more…and it’s about time.
Sending you Reiki Blessings and Luv,
Agnes
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Hi, I am new to all of this, and am moved to reaching out to you and sending love and light the only way that I can, through my thoughts. My son and I only have each other to talk to, and we too are feeling the overwhelming frustration with dealing with time and money pressures. My husband, who knows nothing about my connection with you, or others like you online, but has insights that are massively progressive and he is one of my teachers. He has always said that it is difficult to deal with the mortals and their paradigms of a monetary system. Be encouraged, go deep into your “self” to discipline your mind and fears to focus only on the message that we all have “felt” or heard. I am beginning to think that fears are of this world and perfect love casts out fear… a quote from the Bible. I am a FORMER conservative born again christian, and have been catapulted past the teachings of the church after my daughter was murdered 6 years ago. Kryon.com really really helps.
Love you, even though we haven’t met on this plain. Warmly, Clarissalynn
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You are a wonderful human being, may you have all the peace and love possible around you. You are a great person! I send you much love, from my heart to yours.
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rest well, have fun, and be happy 8)
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Dear Wes, you very simply can NOT help ANYONE, including your own family, without first helping YOUR SELF. Do not feel guilt over this. You are worthy, all on your own, of filling your “cup” (of energy, Love, and Light), whether you channel, blog, or post or NOT. And, not one person who lives in Love and Light would ever consider taking that away from you. Not one of us would want your help and information at the SACRIFICE of your inner strength, connection, or well being. So… see to it that you fill your cup. Top it off every day! Keep it flowing. And when you are strong, and well, and balanced, you can spread that through your means of helping others. There is no fire burning. This is a process, for ALL of us, including you. 🙂
Love and Light,
Terri Starr Brown
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May you go in Love and Light my friend. Please know that you are a blessing to all and I am grateful for all you do!
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Wes,
You just wrote about the same thing I did a while back. To the tee this is exactly what is going on with me. Your NOT alone and this has been a long long war. I remember hearing so long ago now that we would all have all the help we needed at this time. Sometimes I wonder if Im not missing something myself, a gift placed that I did not put my hands on.
All the messages I too receive say any time now. Stresses of counting on others, feeling dependant and not free have hit me too as that seems to loose my independance which I value so.
Donations was somethind I NEVER considered before as I felt that spiritual work should NEVER have $$$ tied to it. I too have got to revisit that decision I made so long ago as I have had no income since AAM called me back out and public this time in 2009. My savings has mostly gone and what I did put into metals too has lost value as the Rothschilds play their games on the silver market.
It is quite interesting being in the Know, playing the multidimensional game from the perspective of our higher selves while at the same time being stuck playing the 3D games too… What a hoot. I too question myself quite a bit these past weeks as the energies seemed to be sucked from my field, as so many others need it. At the same time, my expose of all going on continues and I feel if sometimes the light others need from me is being replaced by their lower energies for me to transmute. I know that has been my job much of my life. My shoulders and burden seems heavy as I remain determined to carry on.
All in all I would not change what I do, but help needs to be coming soon. I feel as we have been encircled and the bad guys are coming in closer, while at the same time I am running out of ammunition, my fierce Light I have been fighting with for so long. But people are waking up and that darkness, their fears is what many of us are feeling. Also the Illuminati are throwing everything they have at us, and they are using their frequency devices on the lower levels. I watch them daily as the same is used to control weather here in USA. I feel I simply may be too close to one here as it beams over my head each day. I have had mucho experience in that field now
Hang in there! YOU ARE NOT ALONE! I have had so many others who are on the front lines feeling and speaking they too feel like they are running out of ammunition, financially, light and high vibes and so on.. But remember, that which does not kill us only makes us stronger! I have NOT been beamed by the masters for a long time now, about a year as I was told to hold my light, manufacture more or pull it from the multidimensional fields, which we have ablity to do. That will eventually make us far stronger than many other masters who are not incarnate at this time, because WE are the ones walking through HELL or the Lion’s Den…
Know you are not alone! BE LOVE as you know!
Bill Ballard!
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Dear Wes,
Please do take some time to nurture yourself and rebalance. More and more are awakening daily. As a close friend told me, “when you are down, others are up; when you are up, others are down. All is moving toward Ascension.” Release this stress and do what you can – no more can be expected of you.
In greatest love,
Seren Poeth
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DUDE!!! Your right…TAKE A BREAK…this should NOT be stressing you out! Don’t feel like you’re obligated to answer every email that comes your way…you put the time in, but you get to what you get to. What you need is some help most likely…if I can help you in anyway possible I will…sifting through emails etc. We may need a convo so that you could get a feel of who I am (one of the warmest and least judgmental on this planet). I typically lead my life with the best interests of the collective at heart : ) Hopefully you get this email at a good time. Enjoy your mini vaca! I really appreciate everything you’ve done here…it’s given me hope the last few weeks since I discovered it and although I feel as you feel; like the moment of truth is just stretching on..and on..and on…we have to just trust in ourselves and our Star Family that, that definitive moment will come : ) Sendin some green and gold light your way brudda! Have a great time and talk to you soon,
Johnny
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Dear Wes! DO TAKE TIME OFF Forget about anything and everything. God bless you, love, Vivek
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Sending you huge buckets full of Light and Love! Money will be on it’s way as soon as I get home. Rest and come back knowing that all is happening according to the Divine plan.
Much Much Love!
Debbie
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Dear Wes,
You are loved more than your imagination can fathom….Your work here on Acquarius Channelings has far reaching benefits more than your eyes can see….You are only human and will experience highs and lows during this transitionary period of historical significance in which you are a direct participant of and a proud GFL and Pleiadian HIgh Council representative. I understand your current position, as I am in the same circumstances and in the process of procuring employment. Please do take some time for some R&R and “re-charge” your will. I’d like to share with you a couple of motivating quotes and hope you enjoy them.
“Believe with all of your heart that you will do what you were made to do.”
Orison Swett Marden
“Every noble work is at first impossible.”
Thomas Carlyle
Many Blessings and much Love, Francine
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Dear Wes,
Please delete me from your reading list. Instead, use this time for some more happy moments with your child.
Thank you so much for staying on track and helping us… And please remember: if YOU are losing hope, what shall I say about myself? If someone like you, a role model, has difficulties in not getting frustrated, I believe no one can stay optimistic… But this is exactly what Gaia is needing right NOW!! Stay grounded and optimistic and let us all create OUR Golden Age… We have well diserved it!
Namaste,
Philipp
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Take a break when you feel that you need to do so. You deserve it friend. By the way, our friend Leslee showed up today. This is her personal post http://spirittrainchronicles.com/2012/04/11/ocatawa-11-april-2012/
Much Love and Appreciation to you.
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I’m feeling the same way, Wes. Tax day is coming up in America. Is it possible we are both tapping into the collective consciousness of our country that is all feeling financial stress at the moment? It hit me really hard just before my lunch break, and I spent most of it taking a brisk walk, trying to clear my chakras and “shake it off.” Also spent some time talking with Peter, the Pleiadian I channel, voicing my concerns over his latest message about the new financial system. He keeps saying that all will be well. Then why do I not feel better? It just occurred to me when I read your blog that perhaps we are feeling everyone else’s stress, frustration and fear. I forget, sometimes, that I’m an empath and I soak up the collective vibes like a sponge!
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Hang in there partner, you got the hard part done.I remember a couple a years ago we’d go days,weeks,and months with no new news about all this now we have so many people as your self,so thanks and give yourself a deseving break , we’ll be ok and so will you enjoy the play. Namaste rick
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I’ve definitely had my share of frustrations, waiting for everything to happen. I’ve had to deliberately disengage from scanning the Internet for news, at times. In doing so, I am going out for walks much more frequently, which is not a bad thing.
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Dear Wes I understand you SO MUCH!!! We all need something significant to HAPPEN… Soon is a word we just can’t hear anymore…I wish you all the best and let’s hope the changes are really about to HAPPEN!!!
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Wes,
As you can see we all love you and are willing to even help you if needed. Honestly. Anything at all we are here for you!!!!! You are the best and work so hard for all of us! I really appreciate your time and effort in writing all your wonderful posts, i read them everyday and u inspire me. I had a horrible day today, my work place is hell on earth. But u and the positive, intelligent souls on this channelings cheer me up and lighten my heart. Thank you ❤
I am sorry that u r stressed and if there were a way, i would transmit to you some of my energy, or i would take some of your stress away 🙂 what ever 🙂 u r human and u need relaxation, may God give you all necessary comfort and happiness u deserve it and i will send u all that positive energy, i am not sure if it will work, but i will try 🙂
Have a nice rest and hope to hear from u soon. We all love and appreciate your work!
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Wes, from a tired, emotionally drained Lightworker here in Scotland who has just cried like a child through frustration, doubt and the horrible feeling like I’ve been abandoned here alone in this 3D nightmare…it has given me heart to read that I’m NOT alone in feeling this way, and that everything is probably going to be all right. Eventually. Whenever the heck these phenomenal changes we’ve dreamed for so many years actually get off their collective bum and start happening! As Starchild777 remarked so succinctly above, “soon” has become a word of near-exquisite torture for those of us that have hoped, worked and prayed for Light to finally shine her true glory upon this beleaguered world.
Love and Light to you, and thank you for continuing to bring us these messages that mean so much.
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To All,
Go within, I did a meditation this morning and the energy started to flow but what I saw this morning is different. The room that I go to in order to go to the door of light changed. I was watching mass spirit walking through. It wasn’t just one door but a double door thrown wide and the spirits were leaving. I am now seeing the change it is happening aint it great!!!
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Hi Wes, please remember that your energy levels need to be in balance. If you are constantly Giving with little or no Receiving, then naturally you are out of synch. Spiritual work given for free is great, but since you are still in a 3D body with 3D basic needs. Would you consider charging for your readings? Also, have you “asked” for “help” in allowing abundance into your life? Sometimes, we need to ask 🙂 Blessings, Grace
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Uggggh, I’m hearing you…I had taken a job that I HATE to put it mildly…I’m exhausted enough without having to do soul destrying work just to survive. My partner gets very frustrated as she is in the military and has been for 15 years and just doesn’t GET why I can’t be working especially doing tele sales (omg…all that negative energy!) at the moment. But today I have up and left my job mid day with only a vague commitment from another way less soul sucking job and I am just having to take the plunge and go ‘ok, this is going to be financially hard…it’s probably gonna cause friction with my partner and family but I just HAVE to do it because I KNOW it’s right so I can work towards opening my emathic/lightworker centre’ aghhhhh! Skeeeery!
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Ohhhhh PS…just being around all you lovely lightworkers and your posts…I just had a flash of the worlds citizens screaming out in unison ‘enough!!!!!!’ as it echoed through space there was a silent peacefulness…its coming…we’re so CLOSE!!!!!! :-O
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