John Smallman – Jesus – How You Feel Is A Choice You Make In Every Moment – 15 January 2012

Humanity’s long sojourn in the illusion is coming to an end, as is the illusion itself. It has served its purpose which was to enable you to play with the concept of being separated from God (only in your imaginations!) and to experience the pain, the sense of abandonment, and the insanity in which that state seemed to embroil you.  Your Father knew that you would tire of it, and He put in place the apparatus necessary to assist you in freeing yourselves from the severely limiting place that you built.

You are now in the process of freeing yourselves from what appears to be a very sticky environment from which long tentacles reach out to grab you and draw you back.  These tentacles are the unloving thoughts and judgments of others whom you perceive as having mistreated or offended you.  In fact, the tentacles really represent lifetimes of grudges and resentments to which you cling in the desperate hope that God will recognize how badly you have been treated and provide you with well-deserved recompense or restitution.  If God was to attempt to do that, He would be engaging with the insane and the deluded, and that he cannot and would not do because it would be totally irrational.  All in the illusion have offended or mistreated others at some time, so everyone owes! Fortunately, it is only an illusion.

The only way out of this endless loop of being offended and demanding restitution is to unconditionally and indiscriminately forgive everyone everywhere. Satisfaction is impossible, and negotiations held for this purpose are never successful because all the parties involved have to give up something for an agreement to be reached.  Consequently, they will always feel either that they have received less than was their due, or that they have been forced to pay out more than could fairly be expected of them.  As a result, grudges and resentments will always remain, and they will be constantly and painfully remembered.

Forgiveness – true and unconditional – dissolves all those painful memories and relieves the stress that they caused, uncovering the peace and contentment within you that those constantly playing, endless tape-loops were drowning out with their whining cacophony of dissatisfaction.  When you truly forgive for the first time you will be amazed at the peace you feel and experience, and which replaces the self-righteous grudge to which it seemed that you were so firmly and inextricably attached.

If you feel hard done by, mistreated, or that life is unfair, it is difficult for you to forgive those whom you perceive as being the cause of your misery or unhappiness.  The first step on the path out of this unsatisfactory situation is to be honest with yourselves and admit that no one else is responsible or to blame for how you feel.  How you feel is a choice that you make in every moment, and it is directly influenced by where you place your attention.

No one experiencing life in the illusion is free of pain, anxiety, or fear, and if you focus your attention mainly on those issues, happiness and satisfaction will always elude you.  Those who are for the most part happy and contented have learnt this lesson: life happens; it happens to everyone; accept it and the lessons that it offers. If you do as they have done, you will find peace – as you discover that you can cope with all that occurs.

Not to cope is a choice, and when made, it entails finding someone or something to blame, because when you make that choice it means you are refusing to take responsibility for yourself, your actions, and all the other choices that you make – because you do not believe you have a choice.  This always leads to further suffering.  Instead, when the situation in which you find yourselves is unacceptable, make the decision to change it.  You can always make a change regardless of how intractable the situation seems to be – by changing your perception or viewpoint.  Frequently, people find this difficult because of their deeply ingrained thinking-habits which are familiar and, to a certain extent, comfortable.  Nevertheless, alternate options are always available – not necessarily in the physical situation as it stands, but by altering your perception you uncover options that you were maybe unaware of, and that may well make it possible to change the way the situation develops, thus altering the outcome from that which you had originally envisaged.

Be aware that you have made choices, and take responsibility for them because what happens is on your life path for a reason.  It has been carefully planned to present you with the lessons that you chose to learn.  If you do not take responsibility and deal with what occurs, it will be presented to you again and again (although the form may be different) until you do choose to deal with it.

Instead of apportioning blame and being miserable in a painful situation, ask for help and guidance.  Never before has so much help and guidance been available on the planet.  This is because the moment of your awakening is fast approaching, and much work needs to be done to release the issues that are seemingly anchoring you in the illusion.  You all have everything you need to set yourselves free, and all the assistance and guidance necessary to enable you to do so.  Your destiny is to be free, fearless, and happy.  Allow yourselves to take the essential steps of letting go of grudges, of refusing to see yourselves in any way as victims, helpless or otherwise, so that you can enthusiastically claim that destiny.

God’s Will is for you to awaken, and your will is identical.  But frequently you forget, as you get drawn into the game of “shame and blame,” which is one of the main underpinnings of the illusion.  Move away from that game; forgive those whom you perceive as having hurt or caused suffering to you, to your loved ones, or to any others – because to do so will bring you peace and relieve your stress, even though that action may seem to you to be counter-intuitive.  As your sense of peace increases – as it will when you follow this path – your doubts will fade, and the deep inner knowing you have that absolutely confirms your intention to awaken will come into your awareness.  That knowledge will bring you comfort and contentment during these last stages of your journey Home.

Your loving brother, Jesus

Jesus channeled by John Smallman

via http://www.johnsmallman2.wordpress.com

6 comments

  1. I can only think that when we are in the spirit realm before we incarnate, we are in a state of mind where, we do not appreciate the true gravity of being in an earthly body, and what this entails, the struggle-the suffering, that we are told we can’t wait to get here and experience, some speak of it as illusion and a game, well tell that to the average person who has totally lost their connection to spirit, and even when one has not lost their connection , they too can still suffer a great deal…….it seems to me that one’s mind is not really balanced in spirit, if it were, would we honestly choose to come to earth, ?? I am told that I chose to experience this life, and it has been a big personal struggle, and I do work on myself to try and heal, so I am not in a victim mode..why if we are perfect ie a part of the universal consciousness, do we need to come here, if God knows all and sees all, then why do the parts of god, called souls, need to even come into 3 D?
    Focusing on joy and peace, when one is ill, is ridiculous, just being unwell can make people feel very low in their mind, so many suggestions, but truly they are not always possible.

    I appreciate this is just my view, and I do believe in life after death etc.I just think spirit cannot know what its really like down here, when they are not here!! Once they get back there, they forget too fast what its like down here and want to come back, its a pretty odd set up, that leaves far more questions than answers:) hopefully now Ascension is on its way, someone over there will see me and come and answer my qeustions in a down to earth manner.

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    • I would have to agree Jane, and that is something that I have pondered as well. I would not wish for them to feel just how difficult it is down here, thought their not-feeling it can create a bit of a gap when they give us advice about Living on Earth and choosing Joy over unhappiness. It is hard!

      Thank you for your well thought-out input dear friend 🙂

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      • Thank you Wes –I must be a little confused, I thought my comments were actually on John’s blog, but its matter not, because you have seen some sense in my posting and replied.

        I am one who always has the questions, it does not mean I am not a believer in Ascension or in our true spiritual existance, but as you point out too, that gap –is a very real gap, and does create problems, because when someone is in the pit, being told dear ones we love you, aint gonna cut it:))

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  2. Dear friends,if you don’t mind I’d like to add my perception and conclusion on this matter, which is this: The Source of All That Is/ Creator wished to know Itself but couldn’t do that because there was nothing different to compare with It. So It isolated a part of Its essence which is Light/Love and made it more dense, so It created the Darkness/Fear. Then It decided to experience Itself through these two different energies. But how this could be done as complete as possible?
    The answer was to create more. But what to create? An amount of divided parts of Itself. These parts would be the souls who would create their own experiences on an infinite field of multidimensional worlds, which worlds would consist an infinite Multiverse/Creation due to the infinite nature of the Source/Creator Itself. This Multiverse would be also consisted from 13 levels of Conciousness and a small version of these levels (13 chacras) would be added to each soul.
    Of course the source/Creator Itself would have to watch Its creation so It divided Itself and infinite ‘Creators’ so to say became each one an observator of each Universe and with each one there were Councils with Its representatives. So the divided parts of the Creator as Creators itselves so to say among with Its Councils of representatives would have to watch the experiences of the ‘players’.
    Each player except from the 13 chacras would have a number of Guides who with the full of awareness Godspark/Higher Self of each player would help the incarnated player to accomplish the path/experence that has been chosen from the soul Itself before Its incarnation. Incarnation would be the process through which, each soul would choose a ‘costume’, through which the soul would create Its experiences. This costume would represent the role that the soul would have chosen to experience. Each incarnation would have a specific ‘scenario’/Life Contract of which every detail from the beginning to the end, would have been planned from the soul Itself before Its incarnation. And this process would repeat itself infinite times because the Essence/Spirit of each player couldn’t be harmed like the incarnated version of it would, depending to the conclusion of each Life Contract.
    The purpose of the Creation’s existence would be the return to the Source, after ALL the divided parts of Itself would have recognised their true nature. How this would be done? The Creator’s representatives through different situations would remind to the players the ‘rules of the game’/Universal Laws and the Guides/Guardian Angels and the Higher Self of each player would assist to this process.
    Also there would be a ‘score board’/Karma which would write down the situations and the amount of them which would be created through the two energies of the Light and the Dark. This would continue through all the incarnations of the player. Each time the player’s positive/Light acts would be more of the negative ones/Dark, more negative score would be cleaned. And when a player would have reached to the awareness of Its true nature, the 13 chacras would be energised and then the player would return to the Source and would choose to help the other players to reach to the same level. This could be done through different roles. Some are known as Ascended Masters, Indigos, Crystals, Rainbow children, Walk Ins, telepathic connection between a soul of the Higher Realms and an incarnated one. Also, other representatives of the Light would be these groups who through its organisations would try to help other civilisations.
    To help them to what? To remember their true nature, by pulling the ‘veil’ of forgetfulness, a necessary measure, so each choice could be accomplished without hesitation. But they couldn’t do that by interference to the player’s life contract. A part of this process would be done by the player Itself. Every soul would act through the two energies and all the souls of all the Conciousness Levels would accomplish the Plan by cocreation.
    When all the players would have accomplished their awareness about their true nature, they and every part of the Creation would return to the Source….and then another Creation would take the place of the previous one, because the Creator’s infinite nature couldn’t have a force of creativity less than infinite! I think that now we experience the 6th Creation.
    Anyway, the point is this. Nothing is random, all happen for a reason and there is free will. Everything are done for our spiritual growth, so we can remember what we already are: the Creator incarnated-Unconditional Love. When a soul for some reason returns to the Source, It can choose to stay there for as ‘long’ as It wish, but there will come a ‘time’ when the soul will wish to experience something different. What would that be, depends on the personal reasons, motives and purposes of each soul.
    There are souls who left the Divine Bliss to experience events like the Earth’s Ascension and yes, many of us chose to come here for this reason. Before each of our incarnation and while we experience it, we make choices. All are results of our choices and the same time of others’s choices, because let’s don’t forget, we cocreate, because we are ONE. Thank you Jane for give me the motive to make this particular choice to share my personal thoughts with all of you. And that’s because 1) I chose it and 2) We cocreate . Much Love and Light (-_-).

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  3. Hlelo Kp 40 thank you for being motivated to reply to my comments (jane) here. Very interesting response. One other point, I have read that we gradually return to the all that is source, what if we like being an individual and want to stay seperate? It reminds me of the BORG IN STAR TREK:( thanks again a very good reply.

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  4. Well Jane, you can be and you will have the choice to be an individual as much as you’ll wish. That will depend on your choices of what expperiences you’ll wish to have each time, but the sure thing is that when someone returns for different reasons to the Source, the soul feels that is Home. Take for example a near death experience person, who when returns to the Source, feels so familiar and an indescribably Happiness and Bliss without any kind of limitation, that he/she doesn’t want to return to his/her body (initially at least). That’s not random…even the Galactics who may not be in the higher dimensional octaves of Conciousness, where someone can ‘see’ only energies and where Angelic beings exist, except if some choose to move on there, they are still in communication with the Source (easier than we do). Consequently, they’ll wish their reality/ies to vibrate this Divine Bliss, even if it appears technically that they are individuals. Same goes for every soul, even the Dark Ones, who ‘some time’ in their future they’ll wish to experience this Bliss (some already have done so). That’s the purpose of the Creation, the Plan from the beginning. To return to the Source/Home. We can’t be ‘forever’ individuals, we’ll wish ‘some time’ to go Home, as we can’t be ‘forever’ in the Source, we’ll wish ‘some time’ to experience something different. That’s because the soul doesn’t want to get bored and asks for experiences for the sake of variety and creativity. So, you will ‘forever’ have the choice and chance to form as many individual paths of your own as you wish, is one of your Divine Rights. The sure thing is that you are/will never be separated from Home, you always carry a part of it with you. Much Love and Light.

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