Steve Beckow: Confidentially Speaking, I Can’t Talk about It

What a crazy life I lead right now. There’s so much happening and so much to write about and at the same time I’m tied to the ground by the need for confidentiality. My orders in serving are at one and the same time transparency and confidentiality.

How I’m going to handle this is to be transparent about confidentiality – tell you what I’ve learned from my short sojourn among Earth allies fighting for … well, I can’t talk about it.

What a Catch 22. But I’m up for it if you’re up for it.

People observe confidentiality for numerous reasons. Their life or the life of another may be at stake. The success of a vital project may be at issue. The successful outcome of a war, constitutional rights, freedom, livelihoods, any number of matters might induce a person to agree to be confidential. And that is for lightworkers.

Darkworkers will have their own reasons for observing confidentiality and they could in many cases be the exact opposite of the lightworkers’ reasons – they may want to kill, harm and enslave. They want to debilitate, disable, and destroy. Of that I don’t wish to speak. I’m only interested in lightworkers. They’re the only ones who have a future where we’re going, so to speak.

The need to observe confidentiality skews conversations, deprives one of the benefits of transparency (joy, squeaky-cleanness, lightness of being, etc.), makes it essential that colleagues trust each other, makes it important that people grant the benefit of the doubt or withhold disbelief, raises the value of trust and trustworthiness, etc.

I’ve been asked to assist in matters relating to … I can’t talk about it … and now here I am. Good things happen, bad things happen and I can’t talk about either of them. And I really can’t. A lot rides on not doing that.

And look at this. I on the one hand make a statement a few days back and at that time everything looks one way. But a few days later, the bad guys do something and the picture changes. But I can’t talk about it. So you operate on the basis of what I said a few days back and I cannot even correct the impression you have.

You on the other hand proceed according to the implicit promise (or what you may have seen as a promise) in what I said a few days back. But the situation has now changed. How are you to know what’s going on? I look like a person who violated his promise. I look underhanded and devious. And the fact that I won’t talk about it for sure marks me as a bad guy. And I can’t help by enlightening you – the very thing that would erase that mistaken impression.

In any group there’ll always be people who’ll play one of a group’s usual roles. There’ll always be a leader, a skeptic, a joker, a crusader, a spiritual adviser, a financial adviser, etc. For every mood of a group, someone will offer themselves to play that role.

So the skeptic in the group expresses doubt and I can’t talk about it. The crusader takes me on and defines the battlelines and I can’t defend myself. The joker makes me look silly because I appear not to have delivered on my perceived promise and I can’t do anything about it. And the public stands behind them applauding and saying “Down with X.” “He’s sold out to the Illuminati.” And … well, you got it, right?

Take a person who’s used to transparency and put them in a confidential position and not only does their whole life change but the lives of everyone in their circle of friends and family may change or the confidential one may have to leave and lose that circle.

This puts stresses on everyone and brawls may occur. The people looking at the confidential one wonder if that person is someone they can trust if they can’t even manage their own circle. Look at them. Their friends are leaving them. They’ve walked away from their circle. And they won’t talk about it. How can you trust such a person?

No one factors in the very stresses and strains that a need to be confidential puts on people.

I’m trying to remember a single Presidential couple who’ve emerged from their tenure still together. Factoring out those who served darkness, because their fate is their own concern, I’m not aware of many who’ve taken upon themselves the extreme need for confidentiality that a President might face and have survived as a couple.

I was going to say Eleanor and Franklin Roosevelt, but, as far as I know, Franklin had a paramour and I’m not sure that he and Eleanor lived together. I’m not sure if their marriage could be said to have survived or not.

The need for confidentiality skews things and places pressures on everyone concerned, including those who say “I never signed on for this.”

Certainly the need for confidentiality separates the highly-intentioned and the highly-committed from those who, for whatever reason (I’m not saying it’s bad necessarily; perhaps just different commitments to very good things), are less so. It exerts tremendous pressure on people and sometimes can result in the erosion of health, an inability to do the job, etc. So even the person who’s agreed to be confidential can fail and be judged a failure by society and even history.  The Boss would not judge that person a failure, but society would.

I’m beginning to see what the Earth allies have to go through. They battle with the dark, sometimes winning, sometimes losing (in the short run), and they can’t talk about it.

What reward is there for a person to want to join an effort that requires confidentiality?

In my case, since I was a teenager, I’ve wanted to serve God. AAM has told me some of the reasons for all this so at last I have some understanding (but I can’t talk about it).

Since 2009 I’ve awakened to my commitment to be a part of AAM’s team (there are many others). My commitment to serving him takes precedence over any other issues or commitments I have. So I assume the burden of and the need for confidentiality as part of my wish to serve him. And he serves us.

Moreover, I’m aware that I’m an eternal being. I don’t seek my reward in things this life can bestow. Every inheritance, every severance package I’ve been given has merely been spent on other people. I cannot think of what I would do with a million dollars save give it away. There really is not much I need and not much I want, except to serve.

So I know that, after this life is over, and I’m reunited with my Boss (AAM), my reward will be the look of satisfaction on his face and the love he bestows on me. You may say that that sounds corny, but I know it about myself as if it were a living reality.

Recently the Boss told us what it feels like (I can’t remember if this was in a public or private portion of an interview and whose interview it was) to receive sincere congratulations from Mother/Father God and how it impacts him. So he works for the same reasons. Just a different boss. The Big Boss.

He’s told me, and I know this about myself, that I’m not attached to what happens here – not to this blog, not to the discussion group, not to anything I’m associated with. I’m attached to serving. That attachment does not harm. There is one degree of the 360-degree compass that will not harm a person to travel and that degree is the one that leads to God. Krishna said:

“I am all that a man may desire
Without transgressing
The law of his nature.” (1)

I can desire, I can be attached to God. That will not harm me. That will serve me. But attachment to anything else, anything worldly, anything “not” of God (what is not of God?) will bind me.

So I don’t seek my reward from man, from society, from the world, etc. I do seek my reward from God. And that’s what allows me to even entertain taking on the strains and stresses of confidentiality.

So that’s all I can tell you about confidentiality. Past that and I’d have to see you don’t talk about it.

It’s stressful. It’s a strain. It leaves you unable to defend yourself, to reassure others, to do very much of anything. It may require you to cause others pain (disappointment, worry) on behalf of a greater good and you can’t discuss even that matter with others to get their buy-in or agreement.

I know that someday soon the need for confidentiality will be over. But I have one word of advice to anyone who reads this. Most of the Earth allies (and we are all Earth allies here) who are working on NESARA, Disclosure, Accountability and all the other areas that the dark opposes are sworn to confidentiality. For heaven’s sake, rise above the ego roles we assign ourselves in a group and play your part.

Don’t assail them. Don’t say they broke their promises until you know the full story (and you will). Have faith in them. Trust that they are doing their best. Trust that the situation today may very well have changed from what it was yesterday and that does not mean that the lightworkers have become venal or corrupt. It just means they have experienced a set-back on their road to serving you. It means that their adversaries, who are doing their best to see that lightworkers don’t succeed, have won a round. But they will lose eventually.

I now see that, though we’ve won the big battles against the Illuminati, they’re persistent and fight to the last minute. And the Company of Light doesn’t somehow kill them or disable them. They treat the dark with the same care that they treat us. To the all are One.

The dark are programmed (some of them) to obstruct, to rob, to maim, to do anything that will have them win. And the least we can do is to support those who are opposing them at great risk and give them the benefit of the doubt.

So I now have seen some of what goes on. I can’t talk about it. But if I had known then what I know now, I wouldn’t have thought of the Earth allies as wimps and incompetents. I would have realized what they’re up against.

Our bosses in higher places want us to do some of the heavy lifting. They want buy-in. They want some terrestrial heroes so that Earth can feel she did her share of this whole affair (even if our share is like a baby taking a baby step held up by the parent). They also obey the natural law and know that they cannot completely fight our battles for us. Freewill and karma are involved.

There are many reasons why they don’t, in all situations, simply sweep the dark from the board. But we for our part have to fill in the blanks as best we can and support those who are fighting in the trenches, without us having a clue about what’s going on or what they’re up against.

That’s all I can say. That’s all I want to say. For the rest … I can’t talk about it.


(1) Sri Krishna in BG, 71.

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  1. I am not the only person who is tired of these empty promises. It’s all very well for people who have a home and enough to eat to keep making excuses for the Galactics and their promises that never happen.

    For lots of reasons there now seem to be a great many people who are completely desperate. I know some of them. These are not the folks with the bad Karma. I have made a point of working and associating only with highly gifted and the most sensitive.

    Being a starseed myself I have a very clear connection with myself in other dimensions. I am experietally multidemsional and have always remembered all my lives..born with past life memories.

    The thing is the people who are beyond the end of their rope are some of the smartest and best people there are. The more light and the more sensitive and the more you can change peoples lives the more you are being attacked by darkness now. We are not being protected and it is nauseating to be continually exposed to this line of the Galactics about how wonderful things are getting.

    It is with difficulty that I contain my language..mainly my battery is going to go.

    Just let me put it this way.

    They had no right to say that these abundance programs and disclosure were imminent when that was patently untrue. And if they cant figure out the time difference they are in the wrong job.

    Galactics let me put this in plain English: We do eat according to “time” If we go for a long “time” without food or if you leave us out in the cold too long we die.

    If you can’t grasp anything about the reality of our lives what on earth are you doing claiming to be our teachers? And if you really can’t compute what is going on here why do you claim to predict?


    • I HEAR you, Rachel and Steve (I follow you through GoldenLight, Openhearted Rebel, and several other sources) I have no idea how this article and your thoughts found me, but we all know how synchronicity blesses us!!! So 6 years after both of your messages, I’ve been waiting for NESARA and/or the REVAL to land since 1995. Being one of those who committed mySelf 100% to FatherMotherGod, when I was awakened in 1972, part of that involved being so ill, after exposure to insecticides in the ’80’s (BEFORE Gulf War Syndrome was finally acknowledged in 1992), I was unable to work, support myself, support my daughter, etcetcetc. Many people from all over the country offered me a bed to sleep on for varying lengths of time. I also “somehow” got into a house-sitting group who wanted people to care for their homes for 1-3 months while they were vacationing in beautiful locations. Homeless Shelters eventually became a blessing when compared to other choices.

      Locating that part of my*our selves that we call “Divine Creator” and many other M,O,s, WAS my full time job to just survive my the skin of my shin ~ BUT all of this served to force me to go within ~ so many wondrous gifts unfolded that had been wrapped in such smelly packages! Even being targeted by the dark hats, enduring being bugged on the phone, computer and website (Rainbow Bridge Coalition from 2000-2004, anchoring The Rainbow Council of Light), visited by U.S.Govt., U.S Dept of Def., Saudi Emirates and Russian something, chased across country, eventually I was located and received a mind-wipe for my efforts on behalf of LOVE and LIGHT. That led to a full nervous-breakdown-collapse that lasted 12 years (the first 5, from 1966-1999, were fluffy chocolate birthday cakes with buttercreme icing compared to that 6th one!).

      I am now relatively stabilized in a Supported Living Facility, and as per strong inner guidance. I am ready to cohesively put together the notes I’ve been writing for the past 25-30 years. The book is titled “Moonwalking Around the Sun” aka “Falling Back Into My Self” (All rights reserved c. 2017). I long ago gave up waiting for those mother lodes to manifest, but I’m now in converging timelines that require a lot of monetary assistance. If you are feeling a resonance, I would welcome you both helping me by holding a strong and loving space of intention.

      Back to you Beautiful BEings ~ My friend, Fred Burks, used to be an interpreter for the White House. When a rule was passed that interpreters were required to have Security Clearances, he couldn’t stomach staying there. He’s become a whistle-blower with great integrity to recognizable sources. His websites are and Rachel, I imagine by now you, too, have reached the place of knowing (that still continues to give me a work-in like it’s doing right now). that nothing exists except in this NOW moment. That’s when all is happening simultaneously. When I stop mind-f-ing myself, my life has a sweet rhythm to it. All unfolds~manifests so beautifully!!! I’ll be so grateful when our Collective realizes our Heart-Knowing is so much more extensive and powerful than anything our mental bands can accomplish. I’m still caught up sometimes playing tug-of-war with mine!

      I am so grateful for this opportunity you both provided for me to anchor some valuable declarations for mySelf. I am sharing Blessings of BIG LOVE, to you both, and with US ALL!!! Joie


  2. I am not blaming the channels. How can I ? I have been a channel/seer for almost 30 years.

    We can only transmit what we are given. Like Steve Beckow I see things I do not disclose.

    Anyone fighting this fight on Earth deserves the greaqtest respect.

    Like I have said before. As a Galactic myself if I was communicating with people in a reality I would take the trouble to converse in the terms of that reality.

    I have always been known for making very accurate predictions now I too have clients and friends who no longer take me seriously because they are not getting the help and releif they were told they would get.

    Obviously someone is messing with the timelines etc. But the Galactics say that all thoughts on Earth are monitored. Why weren’t they smart enough to see these people would do that?


    • I share your concerns Rachel, and I do feel that the unkept promises are nothing short of bogus and I do feel that there is a veil between the Galactics and us and that they do not realize just how much the unkept promises hurt us. I too get tired of such matters continuing to be stalled. At the same time, I know that time goes on despite what happens but please know that I share your concerns and frustrations. I don’t think they fully understand the level of difficulty we are dealing with here on Earth because even though they are helping, they are operating from a higher dimensional point of view and thus cannot fathom the level of frustration and the level of density we are dealing with.

      Do know, that after a certain point I too will be unable to continue to come to their defense. But, this is very much our job to get done, not theirs, and I think all those who are sick of the dates coming and going, should stop following channeled messages and listen to their own inner guidance, because that is what will bring our ascension to us. I will still be following the messages always, but I am able to detach from the date dropping and the building-up of hopes.

      Channeled messages will not bring us ascension. The Galactics will not bring us ascension. WE will bring it to ourselves. In the meantime, I think we should be appreciative that if it weren’t for the Galactics and their very generous help, this planet would be dead. We and the PTW would have destroyed this world through endless sophisticated war, but the Galactics stopped that and ensured that WE could see this planetary ascension out. Not so they could do it for us, but so we could ascend. Even still, I recognize and accept that disclosure and the removal of the dark will make achieving a collective ascension so much easier, and me being just as poor as anyone else (living with relatives) is beginning to wonder if I should just get a job, because I wonder about how ‘soon’ the changes that are to ‘sweep us off our feet’ really are.

      I am beginning not to request information about the perceived ‘soonness’ from my own sources, rather what we can do to achieve our ongoing ascension.


  3. Thanks for your reply! It means a lot. So many “spiritual” people get in a snit if one is not all sweetness and light.

    Am still not! Malnly the effect of a constant barage of neg. energy being sent my way. Am doing my best and I find that sometimes letting off steam is cathartic. Anyway I believe in honest debate and am beyond being able to change all thoughts instantly to the positive.

    Yes they do seem to be very loving, but saving our planet is not just generosity. Earth is on the most extreme polarity from the Godhead. If it dies everything will die. So they do like to help but it also makes sense. And if you are immortal and in God consciousness how are you going to spend your time?

    Most of them want to help us.

    However I am not a “worship all ascended Masters irrespective” person. They are people like fact many ARE us.

    It is possible that some channels are picking up Galactic beings who really dont know what they are doing. This kind of being does exist.

    Also I gather God was already spread pretty thin. NOW they must be rushed off their feet!

    Still when all is said and done they must not say things that are not true and if they cant understand what time is they should just say they have no idea or whatever.

    They are in a learning process too. Anyway whatever they do it is too late for the people whose hopes have been bitterly crushed and whose hearts have been broken.

    As far as Galactics are concerned we die but we dont die.

    From our point of view their point of view on this is completely irrelevent. We know we dont really die. We do not care about this. It means absolutely nothing to us if we are suffering now.

    The only mitigating thing I can think of is that almost no channeling is 100% Spirit does not allow an accuracy higher than 95% as far as I know. Unfortunately some of these beings have been a lot more wrong than 5%


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