This is an opinion-based article. The purpose of this article is not to belittle anybody, I am simply trying to draw attention to the fact that ego still seems to be strong in some Lightworkers, including Georgi Stankov. Don’t shoot the messenger! Even my own ego is displayed in this article, through my (I’ll admit) slightly biased commentary on what I feel are quite egotistical patterns that Georgi and many other Lightworkers still engage in. Again, don’t shoot the messenger!!

 

I would like to talk tonight about the pervasive attitudes of some Lightworkers on the internet. No, I do not plan to get into my personal theories towards some, and I do not plan to talk about Galactic Messages in this post. The true purpose of that site and the exalted few on there has been made clear to me, and purposefully manipulative attitudes are not what I wish to talk about in this message. What I wish to explore with you all is the attitudes of ego that still seem to be so prevelant in many Lightworkers on the internet. Go to practically any spiritual website and you are more than likely to see arguments and ego-pumped posts from many souls who are discovering ascension and spirituality. 

The ego in some Lightworkers, and again I am not speaking of anybody specifically but a collective of Lightworkers with still pumped-up egos on this world, is to be expected in a way as we are growing past the lower dimensions. We are growing out of the influence of ego slowly but surely, so again it is to be expected that some of us will still have some ego issues to work through, that will more than likely be worked through on the many spiritual forums and websites. To really understand why so many arguments and ego-based fights break out on spiritual forums among souls who are ascending, we must look at our collective mindset of what a debate is supposed to be.

Our ways of solving problems on this world has for so long been to bicker it out while playing upon seperation. We are individual aspects of one infinite soul, so naturally we have different perspectives and will but heads every now and then. But our methods of solving problems and working through issues on this world have been quite defective. As a planet we argue with eachother constantly over many different issues, and as a result very little seems to get done or discovered. It seems quite difficult for many people to fathom somebody elses opinion, as the egos of so many have convinced them that their viewpoints can be the only right ones. Now, these attitudes and ego-based ways of thinking are exactly what we as Lightworkers are growing away from, but many of us are not quite there yet.

So, let’s take a look at what we have so far. Many of us Lightworkers are looking to ascend past the ego-based ways of thinking that serve to fuel our heated debates on the internet. A common problem in surpassing ego, is that many Lightworkers seem to be too focused on finding mental truth, instead of finding heart-based Love. Of course we have been endlessly manipulated and lied to by the one percent, so we will naturally be focused on finding truth at first. The problem seems to be that too many growing Lightworkers are too focused on finding truth, and it is all but stopping them from finding true Love. Many channeled sources have said that to ascend, all that is required is finding unconditional Love in yourself. No Divine source has ever said that to ascend, you must know more than another soul and must be able to successfully out-debate and/or succesfully flame another soul on the internet. But sadly, that seems to be what so many Lightworkers on the internet are focused on. This is a result of the aforementioned ‘usual’ way of debating and ‘solving’ problems on this world that many are used to. Too many Lightworkers have been focused on criticizing others as a seeming way to make themselves feel more advanced. It is one thing to question what you read on the internet, but so many Lightworkers seem to focus on fully discrediting a soul who’s viewpoints are not in direct alignment with their own. Denise Le Fay has some thought-invoking words on the subject, and I have to say I completely agree with what she says below. What she discusses are also problems I have had with the egos of some Lightworkers:

“Because so many are still using the lens of polarized linear consciousness, or they’re at the beginning stages of being able to access integrated Unity or High Heart Consciousness, they read my words through whatever lens and level they have access to at the moment. If the gap between my words and their awareness is too great, then my words sound to them like I’m saying something very different from what I actually am; hence my occasional frustration and need to back-off and/or escape for a bit so that I don’t let myself get drawn back down into a lower frequency place and state that I’ve worked hard to extricate myself from and override. With time and more understanding this won’t be as difficult for me as it’s been throughout 2011. Until I reach that level of personal development and 5D anchoring, I will continue to distance myself from certain people, places and situations.

The difficult things I’ve had to deal with since January 2011 (and they’ve increased each month this year) have been an INCREASE in my already ultra-sensitive senses, awareness, and being. The more Light “architecture” and Divine Blueprint I embody, the more sensitive I become to any and all lower frequency energies—not less sensitive—more sensitive. And just so there’s no confusion, by lower frequency energies I mean people, emotions, thoughts, thought-forms, foods, actions, belief systems, systems, locations, the patriarchy, consciousness, most TV programs and movies, most old world sounds or noise etc.

Someone recently said to me that “…I’m very sensitive to criticism…” which is true because criticism typically comes from a person with previous unrecognized and unresolved baggage attached to it that the person doing the patriarchal, left-brained act of criticizing isn’t even consciously aware of. But because I’m sensitive and feel and have a slightly larger conscious perspective I do see and feel the attached baggage being directed at me that often has nothing to do with me. Carrying more Light and Higher Consciousness and Unity comes with much more responsibility and this cosmic Law doesn’t apply to only me.

What she says here, I feel almost exactly the same way. Many growing Lightworkers are in fact in the process of growing out of the patriarchal, left brained perspectives that lead to criticism. However, while they are growing out of it they are still working with that system, until they are able to clear the emotional baggage that makes them feel the need to criticise others so they feel better about themselves. Until this mindset that was brought about by our usual way of doing things on this world is transmuted, the Lightworkers on the internet who feel the need to flame and criticise others into oblivion will have a difficult time integrating the new energies being felt by not only Denise and myself, but by many other ascending souls who don’t understand why supposed Lightworkers seem to attack eachother so much on the internet. Steve Beckow has said the the constant moderation he had to do with flame wars on his site, was one of the reasons the decision was made to shut down the comments section on the 2012 Scenario. Speaking of Steve Beckow, I would like to give an example of the types of things that are posted by Lightworkers who’s egos seem to be bigger than their hearts and compassion muslces. Below is a letter from Georgi Stankov on the apparent confusion of Steve Beckow and ‘other Lightworkers’. Notice how the ego of the messenger is quite pumped up as Georgi disses Steve while talking about how great he is himself:

Dear Ones,

I do not have or use skype, just as I do not give interviews on purpose. I do not want to participate in the current esoteric Vanity Fair (what a way to refer to how so many souls are ascending. You’d think a Lightworker would be more happy about that.)and I prefer to be solely judged by my publications and books which are free on Internet. (Not by how he acts or treats others, but by things he has written) But I am ready to answer any questions you consider necessary and vital to clear the situation, for which I am not responsible or consider worth discussing. (Assumed ‘worth’ is a tool of ego)

Let me give you, nonetheless, some background Information regarding my relation to Steve Beckow, which is the only source and cause of the current “confusion among light workers”. This may help you understand the situation better.

I have boycotted Internet for the last 11 years, while I wrote my five German books on human Gnosis and philosophy, after I had discovered the Universal Law and developed the General Theory of Science. (overly advertising the things he has written when they have nothing to do with the subject at hand.) You can find all my books as free pdf download on my website:

www.stankovuniversallaw.com (Plugging his website when it has nothing to do with the topic at hand)

After I ascended (I don’t think a true ascended soul would display so many egositial qualities, it seems more and more like he is trying to put himself up on a pedestal) on October 13, 2010 to the higher realms, I was asked by the Cosmic Providence for this planet to return back to earth once again, although my soul contract had finished. The reason for this was that humanity was in delay with its awakening, LBP and Ascension. I was asked to help Gaia and mankind beyond my contractual duty as a soul in the End Times.

In this context, I was urged by my Higher Self to make an analysis on the esoteric literature in Internet and to intervene whenever appropriate to make the necessary corrections. This I did on several occasions. I always contacted the individuals with private emails and remained all the time absolute discrete. During this time, I did not even had my own website. (So apparently his higher self, who you would think he became after he ascended the first time and returned to Earth as (?) told him specifically to break down many spiritual teachings and literatures and correct what he doesn’t feel is right. Again, it seems like he is putting himself on a pedestal. Why was he the only soul who was assigned to this rediculous task? Our higher selves do not see anything we write or think, especially when it comes to spirituality, as wrong or incorrect. His higher self would have to be grounded in ego to ask him and only him to be so judgemental toward fellow ascending souls)

When I came accidentally upon Steve Beckow’s website in October 2010 and analysed it, I had immediately a very bad feeling about this person and his activity.

In particular, I noticed immediately that Steve is publishing other peoples’ articles and writes his name above as if he were the author of these articles (no, he isn’t. The name being displayed of the person who posted the article is a feature of wordpress. Steve always includes the original link and goes out of his way to let you know when an article or message is from somebody other than himself)  and only below did he mention the name of the actual author of the article, however not always. (Again, that is usually posted at the top of the article, not the bottom.)

This is in my eyes a criminal act by any legal or ethical standards, (Wow! So now, posting a message on your site that includes the link to the original site that posted it is plagarism!) although I reject all current legal standards in this debased society. (By what he just said and what he is about to say, I would think he is lying about rejecting current legal standards. He is endorsing them in an effort to bash Steve Beckow.) I concluded that Steve is committing without any doubt plagiarism and theft of intellectual property. (It’s not theft unless you try to convince people you wrote it, which Steve never does.) Only recently the German war minister had to resign for a similar, though much smaller, crime of plagiarism. which Steve Beckow is actually committing for years in front of the whole Internet community. (Quite a bold statement there that comes from baseless accusations)

I wrote an email to Steve at that time, but I did not tell him my deeper concerns. I presented myself and offered him a glimpse into my old scientific website as of 1999 and offered him an unconditional help to improve his website. (Maybe he felt his website didn’t need improved? It is a bit egotistical to tell somebody their site needs to be improved) He told me that he has no time to read anything, as he has to publish all the time and that he does not need any help.

I answered him that from my spiritual perspective, there is no sense in living a life of a busy Internet-journalist, collecting randomly and erratically second hand information and recycling it on his website. I recommended him that he will profit much more, (so it’s about profit now?) if he contemplates more on the greater issues as to understand what is ongoing on this planet behind the veil. (which is the whole basis of his website!) Steve answered me that he need not be educated and that he is not interested in any contact whatsoever with me, and that I should stop writing to him. (Frankly, I don’t blame him.)

I send him one final letter, where I analysed all his defaults (quite an ego high Georgi must have gotten from that!), which his website still perspires, and made him aware of the fact that he commits fraud even to current debased legal standards (in Georgio’s opinion and Georgio’s opinion alone) and that this behaviour is not compatible with a high spirituality. (Neither is analyzing every single flaw of a person because they didn’t want you to post on their site) This correspondence occurred in the autumn of last year and I may give you copies of my emails if you decide to publish them.

This is my whole contact with this entity. Only about three months ago, I read an open letter by Steve published on your website demanding Disclosure by the US-Government. I considered this approach highly naive and even dangerous (how?) and wrote my famous letter “To All Lightworkers”,  (advertising his own work yet again, link included and all!) which was widely distributed and read in Internet, and for which I received a lot of support. In this letter, I did not mention anybody personally, but I had Steve in mind as a precedent. (So basically, his letter was a veiled bashing of Steve and his open letter to the government to disclose the existence of extraterrestrials.)

I must add that Steve decided all of sudden to publish in May this year my latest book:
“The Cosmic Laws of Creation and Destruction”
on his website from examiner.com. (Again, advertising himself. If he wanted to simply mention that, he didn’t have to include the link like he always does in this message)

Since then I have not cared about this entity any more. I never read his page, because it is horribly written, rather confusing and delusive, and shows that Steve has no idea of professional journalism. (I’m going to go out on a limb here and say that it would be completely impossible for a supposedly ascended being to cut so deeply, to bash and flame somebody so hard. His accusations are based only on his opinions, and he is now taking to schoolyard insults. An ascended being would not be compatible with the low vibrations required to write such things about a fellow soul!)

You must know that I am not only a physician and a researcher, but also a professional journalist. I have worked as news editor for the US-Radio “Free Europe” in Munich in the early 80s and later on as a free-lance scientific journalist for many international newspapers and journals. I am used to high journalistic and professional standards and rules of ethics.This of course does not mean that one should not criticize dire conditions (?) whenever appropriate. (Ok, this whole paragraph was just him talking about himself, further pumping up his own ego and bringing up ‘crudentials’ that have absolutely nothing to do with the subject at hand)

My last article on “Light Workers* Confusion in the End Times prior to Ascension” is paradigmatic for this kind of critical and ethical journalism, which I have always represented in my last 30 years as a professional journalist, ethical scientist and enlightened being. My new website is the proof for this. (This is clearly just an inserted advertisement for his latest article and himself.)

Ok, I really do not need to keep going. The rest of the message displays the same egotisical qualities he so easily built upon throughout the message. This type of behaivior is exactly what I am referring to, and is (in my opinion) indeed what Denise was referring to as well. Georgi Stankov is in no way working for the dark, but his ego seems to be so big that it is getting in the way of him seeing the big picture. Instead of simply being happy that so many souls are awakening in their own individual ways, he criticizes and belittles this movement by calling it an “esoteric vanity fair”. Instead of being happy that there is yet another site on the internet that is giving truth and spreading around messages that need to be seen by all, the jealousy of this man is so big that he has to criticize a soul who is simply doing his part to contribute to our ascension, our New Age. These are the exact types of behaivior that need to be transmuted if the few Lightworkers that display this behavior wish to ascend. Even Steve recognized (by posting one of Georgi’s messages even after being insulted by him) that past all of the ego, Georgi is doing his part in aiding our ascension. However, it seems that Georgi Stankov has no interest in recognizing the good that has been done by anybody accept himself, and again it seems pretty unlikely that  a soul who is still so deeply entrenched in third dimensional ways of behaving has ascended any time recently. Love was completely absent from that message, instead many insults and slandering replaced it.

I do not mean to center this message so much on one soul, as Georgi is just one of very many ascending Lightworkers who still seem to have ultimate ego issues to work through before they can ascend. I am in no way belittling Georgi’s spiritual work, simply pointing out that even a very smart soul performing genuine Lightwork can be caught up in ego issues that are so deeply entrenched, they themselves do not yet realize it. I am so very dearly looking forward being in the higher dimensions with Georgio, Steve and many other Lightworkers, where we can all look back at our Earthly experiences and laugh at the times we were so infatuated by our own egos.

(1) http://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2011/10/14/navigating-the-end-of-the-mayan-calendarexpiration-date/

(2) http://stevebeckow.com/2011/10/georgi-stankov-on-steve-beckows-and-other-light-workers-confusion/