*Update- I am feeling slightly better on this evening. I am letting my girlfriend deal with paypal as I do not wish to deal with the stress it can bring. She has made much headway and we are currently waiting for a few things to fall into place. The lesson with this whole thing, as a good friend has helped me realize, is to simply let go. I am letting go of frustration, of anger once and for all. Slowly but surely my Divine nature is being returned to me, and my happiness is beginning to increase again. Friends, the lesson of letting go is a very important one! If a frustration comes into my Life, I now know to simply let it be, to simply let go. This is a lesson I have preached before to others and the words are very easy to hear and say, but enacting this lesson is a whole other ballgame. It is easy to say, ‘simply let go’ but actually doing it can be much harder. This is the lesson I am learning, albeit the hard way, and again it is very crucial for our’ development. I’m sure I can resume doing the readings tommorow, and I send all much Love and Light. Thank you for your patience and kind words to me friends, you have all helped me in wonderful ways that I cannot effectively communicate, suffice to say karma will be manifesting much positivity for all of you. Much Love :)*
I apologize for my tone on this day friends, I am coming to you from a place of exahustion, a place of sadness, and a place of distaste for 3D reality. I recently made the bold statement that I will offer readings to anybody who wishes to have one, for free. I encouraged donations, donations that I now cannot access until I do a myriad of things to ‘please’ paypal so I can have access to them. I have had 20+ people ask me for readings, readings I am glad to give but that have exhausted me. This past week since I offered to do this has been one of the greatest, and one of the worst weeks I have experienced in a long time. Doing the readings has been so wonderful, I have helped so many dear souls and connected with so many Ascended Guides and re-forged new Divine relationships that I will value forever. Dealing with the donations has been a rollercoaster of emotion, from unbridled joy to draining frustration and arguments with my family pertaining to ‘fighting’ paypal to unlock my account. I am tired of fighting. The warrior spirit in me is dissipating.
On this day I now find myself with little or no energy, no happiness, no sense of a happy future for me or this world. Deep down I always know the wonderful future we are heading to and that this really is all a dream that we are soon to wake up from, but these past few days have seen it as more of a nightmare, that I cannnot wake up from fast enough. My 3D self has been pushed to his limit this week, during a time that is supposed to see my Divinity and happiness flowering all around me. This sixth day of the ninth wave is about flowering, about Divinity really coming into manifestation, but apparently my guides saw fit that I get over one last ‘hump’ before I can truly realize this flowering. This has manifested in the form of all of the troubles I have experienced. I can not even tell you how many times in the past week I have went from the happiest of happy, to the lowest of low. It is draining.
So, I will be going. Only for a while, and only until I can find my true self, my Divine self in a clear and concise way. To all I have yet to give readings to, during this time if I can find the energy and the positivity required to connect to Ascended Guides, I will certainly do your reading. But for the most part, I am checking out. I feel very out of resonance with this internet world, with this 3D world in general, and I am going to start the process of finding a deeper, more personal connection with the higher dimensions, the heavenly planes that are my true home and that I miss so very dearly. If anybody wants refunds I will give them. But for now, I am gone. I may still check the occasional update or email, but other than that I am relinquishing my perceived responsibility to this site, and to the readings that I feel I have to give to everyone who asks. Again, I apologize for my tone today, when I come back I will be a much more jubilant spirit, and rather than these long drawn-out depressing postings you have been seeing from me these past couple days, my postings will return to the positive nature in which they are always intended.
Openhearted Rebellion 
hello wess it seems epidemic. remember i mail you for almost the same last week. our you knowing from a upcoming dissaster. So now you be in the same situation. money drain us energy. channeling is verry difficult. because you must transfer 6D thinking unknown idea s try to put in 2D and understandibale for normal people. thats why i dont take to much in; Because all the others like you writing, channelings and mi paints and haelings are just sideeffect from us being; after all this is the time for the aerth. one the moment she pull to us one 2 sides from from the hogher and the lower. and because whe are whit to little have all from us to much to chew. You wass their whenn i needed you. just mail me iff you need a little strenght. our add me one skype margaretha.verbraeken BE 32 496060209. just remember i be in a other timezone :). strenght mi friend see you in 2 weeks i hope.
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Dear Wes
Thank you so much for your efforts. It’s our turn to help you, to send you as best we can thoughts of comfort and love. Wishing you well.
Annie
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dear wes, in times when 3d uses every weapon that dark hats can think of (bills, canceling mortgages, diseases – you name it), i like to think that is what confirms me that i must be doing something right. to explain: when i get some trouble from outside of me (like you having problems with paypal), i just think: “oh, they noticed me and try to stop I’m in my mission.“ and all of sudden everything seems easier and i some new strength comes into my life. that way i do not loose energy and it is more like they are pouring fuel at my fire 🙂
i hope you got idea what am i talking about 😉
with love
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I do know what you mean marijana, and thank you dearly for your kind words. This goes for everybody. All of your’ kind words are helping me more than you can all possibly imagine, and to the best of my abilities at the moment I am sending all Love 🙂
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We’ve had the same problems with Paypal and Mike Quinsey has also had them. We need to find an alternative to Paypal.
I also sympathize with your exhaustion, Wes. Welcome to the club.
Namaste,
Steve Beckow
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I couldn’t agree more Steve, an honest paypal alternative would be quite wonderful. We are thinking and hoping that everything works out, suffice to say it can be irritating. Much Love friend 🙂 🙂
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Sending light and love, Wes!! Love, Susan
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…rawanderer!!…it is thru the breaking of Our Seed that Our Flowers eventually Bloom…it is thru our Placement of Our Selves in 3D arenas that Change is manifesting…Please Stay, do Ya not Feel and Sense the Autumn Equinox next week, and All that it has to Offer?!…You have been Great Strides this Year!!!…Things Are Workin’ out!!…Ya Better Blossom!…babajij
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Thank you dearly babajij, I missed hearing from you 🙂 You are very correct dear friend, and I do sense the equinox and the coming of Elenin, which is to herald the beginning of our Golden Age for all to see! I am in a much better place now, and I have you all to thank for it. 🙂 I am very excited for these two occurences and the coming of the sixth night, it is to be so wonderful!! Much Love 🙂
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Dear Wes, I am just sick reading about the difficulties with paypal, please do not feel it is in any way your fault – in my own experience, paypal once notified me of a “suspicious” transaction of over $1,000.00 from eBay – I notified them that yes, it was a fraudulent charge,
and they proceeded to take that amount OUT of my account for a period of six weeks while they completed their “investigation”! Needless to say I was upset and complained through every avenue they offered, which is not much.
Please take your friend’s advice, just let it go. You are not giving up when you let go, you are
dealing with an evil system in the only way that serves you. You are the important one.
In Love and Light, Scott
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Dear Wes,
Just read your horrible experiences with Paypal.
Indeed a good alternative for that is needed as Steve underlines.
But please: keep your true spirit in the faith of what will happen in the very near future to us. All bad things will vanish anyway.
You may postpone all your work for others (including my request) till you find your true and loving self again. Take YOUR time.
HOPE, LOVE and all good wishes for you and your family.
Peter van Beek
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Take it easy dear friend!! Love and light. Laura
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I have to remind myself many times, that it is not the situations that arise in our lives that defines us, but it is how we react to those situations that define who we become.
So “letting go and letting God” is always the best options when we are unsure, and that is often very hard thing to do, since if you are like me you tend to get caught up in this 3D reality, and get off on a tangent. 🙂
In Light,
Aron
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Dear Wes,
I too have had paypal issues but mostly it was me forgetting password or other stuff. I have learned to step away (let go) take a deep breath and know it will work out. We can’t force anything and that is really hard for me as an Aries to do. As I run my business, I find myself with more situations that need my immediate attention and I have to take just 5 minutes to get clear and calm before attempting to anything. Thank goodness I work with houseplants, the beauty they show me everyday is so joyous and now we are beautifying walls on buildings and rooftop. I fill I am give back to mother Earth what she has given me. Keep your head up and remember this 3D is only a play that will change or end someday soon I hope.
Love to everyone,
Kathy
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