There is an increasing inner resistance in me for the past few weeks to meet what lies within. The desire not to meet the inner energies is a very powerful and overwhelming one at times. As if the light was not always strong enought to meet my inner tensions, whether they are physical, emotional or mental ones.

The great tension building up inside my body lies in the lack of doing enough physical exercice, I believe. Most of the time, I find myself locked into this world of studying,  phone conversations, negotiations, being online, replying to emails, posting or channeling, etc. This is most of the time at the expense of the outer body needs that needs my attention and care also.

With the summer, comes a certain amount of letting go of the outer world. I was hoping that I would be able to reconnect within more than usual…