http://stevebeckow.com/2011/10/processing-a-vasana-of-strong-attack-part-12/

http://stevebeckow.com/2011/10/processing-a-vasana-of-strong-attack-part-22/

“Let me reassure readers that I welcome and look for opportunities to process vasanas in public because I believe that it allows others to see how the upset clearing process works. So I’m fine personally and understand that this is a rather long article. But it does – at least I hope it does – show how to make the process work for you in clearing out some of the unfinished business that has to go if Ascension is to be made an easy process.  I removed the photo because I’ve been told it isn’t the right photo.”

When a person is subjected to continuing or sustained attack, as I am at present by Georgi Stankov, one can respond by allowing the situation to define one’s character, become bitter, respond in kind, etc.

Or one can use the occasion to allow one to further “source,” flatten or lay bare one’s own vasanas or unprocessed behavior patterns and then process them.

The term “vasana” is used by Advaita Vedantists (or non-dualists) to describe the primary obstacle to enlightenment; namely, waves in the mind.

A vasana is usually considered to be a behavior pattern formed in early-childhood, based on a traumatic incident, complete with decisions and reactions, which persists through time, sleeps, and is awakened by a triggering event. It exists as a disturbing wave in the mind, preventing the stillness of mind which is considered to be a prerequisite for enlightenment.

I’ve heard vasanas be called records, files, persistent memories, scripts, and many other terms. Under one name or another, they are known to most, if not all, psychologists and many if not most spiritual teachers.

To respond to an attack by attacking has one become like one’s detractor, add to one’s stock of upsets, and take one further and further off-track. To respond by processing one’s awakened vasana allows one to subtract from one’s stock of upsets and place oneself further and further on-track.

And since it’s imperative at this time to reduce our stock of unprocessed upsets and since as well these cannot be processed until they have arisen in one’s field of consciousness (otherwise they are “sleeping” volcanoes), I choose to use the occasion of attack to peer into my stock of unprocessed upsets and complete the one that has been awakened.

I’ve been under attack by Georgi for a few months now. I’m going to give the background to the situation as I see it. The situation will likely continue but I won’t need to refer to it again, having gone through it once here.

Georgi claims that he ascended on Oct. 13, 2010 and was prevailed upon by Providence to return and minister to humanity.

“After I ascended on October 13, 2010 to the higher realms, I was asked by the Cosmic Providence for this planet to return back to earth once again, although my soul contract had finished. The reason for this was that humanity was in delay with its awakening, LBP and Ascension. I was asked to help Gaia and mankind beyond my contractual duty as a soul in the End Times.” (1)

Georgi describes himself as the “first” ascender. Archangel Michael actually says that there were waves of ascenders in 1987 and 1991, and Sananda discusses the matter as well in The Crystal Stair (1990), but let’s leave that aside. He discusses his personal history here:

“For many years, while his mind has been switched onto the highest levels of pure cosmic knowledge  – he came in 1993 to the conclusion that this principle is the Universal Law of Nature, which many scientists such as Einstein have been searching in vain in the past, and  that it should also hold true in physical matter.

“Being also an excellent mathematician and physicist, Stankov turned to physics and could prove within an year that all known physical laws can be derived from the Universal Law, which he had first discovered for organic matter.  Between 1994-1997 he wrote  volume I on Physics and Mathematics  (679 pages) in German, which contains the whole theory of physics and mathematics. In 1998 he wrote volume II as full and concise version in English. This book is a further elaboration of the General Theory of Physics of the Universal Law, but can be read independently of volume I.

“As soon as he had finished with his major scientific tasks, imposed on him by the causal worlds, he was informed in 1998 through a telepathic message, sent  from the highest levels of the Inner earth Agartha, that he must enter the light body process and transform his organic body to crystalline body in the following years. He was informed that he will be the first human being to ascend in the End Times and will be able to materialize and dematerialize his physical vessel in the 3d-space-time at his discretion.

“This endeavor would be the second part of his mission on earth. He will be the person, who will furnish the irrefutable proof that all human beings are immortal, multidimensional entities, who only incarnate on earth to collect experience in a total separation from Spirit.” (2)

He describes his post-Ascension mission here:

“Stankov’s chief mission on earth is to eliminate current failed science and substitute it with the new divine Science of the Universal Law, which is the Law of Oneness. This aspect is extensively discussed by Stankov in his last book”The Cosmic Laws of Creation and Destruction. Why and How the World Economic Order Will Collapses in 2011″, first published on May 31, 2011.

“Being the harbinger of the new Science of Ascension, Stankov has been also vested by the causal worlds with the duty to become the first Ascended Master of the current End Times. In his newly-edited website http://www.stankovuniversallaw.com” (3)

In the course of his studies, Georgi has concluded that:

“Until now all light workers are void of true scientific knowledge and have developed numerous inferiority complexes in front of science and their representatives. This leads to a seemingly unequal relationship.” (4)

Georgi describes his intentions and accomplishments:

“For the first time in the history of science I will present a unique and novel explanation to two fundamental aspects of human existence and experience that have not been understood at all by both scientists and spiritually evolved persons. …

“I am the first scientist to have realized the true nature of cell membrane potentials for the regulation of the organic body and to have explained it in an immaculate manner, after I discovered the Universal Law of Nature in 1994 (see volume III). …

“This is currently not known to all conventionally thinking scientists. …

“Here, I come to my next intellectual achievement …

“For the first time in the history of science I have achieved a full synthesis between all neuro-biological data and the a-priori human idea of space-time, which is at the core of all philosophical systems developed so far – for instance, in Kant’s famous work “Kritik der reinen Vernunft” (Critics [Critique] of Pure Consciousness).” (5)

I became the target of Georgi’s attacks some time ago. Here is a representative example:

“At present, the vast majority of light workers, which comprise less than 1% of the world population, is impatiently awaiting the ‘first contact’ with benevolent extraterrestrials, such as those from the Galactic Federation. These civilisations have their representatives as incarnated entities already on earth and seem to channel many of them, by giving them quite often rather conflicting information as to how the first contact will take place and, above all, when it will take place.

“There were many false alarms in the past, so that the credibility of these sources is now questioned by many people. They have contributed largely to the current confusion among light workers – one prominent victim, I am trying to educate in vain during the last one year, is the entity Steve Beckow. This is already a clear indication that many of these sources do not come from the evolved civilisations of the Galactic Federation, but rather from the lower astral levels, where the dark forces of the Orion/Reptilian Empire have their domicile.” (6)

Georgi says that the original upset stems from the fact that he discovered that I was guilty of plagiarism, as he explains here:

“In this context [of assisting mankind], I was urged by my Higher Self to make an analysis on the esoteric literature in Internet and to intervene whenever appropriate to make the necessary corrections. This I did on several occasions. I always contacted the individuals with private emails and remained all the time absolute discrete. During this time, I did not even had my own website.

“When I came accidentally upon Steve Beckow’s website in October 2010 and analysed it, I had immediately a very bad feeling about this person and his activity.

“In particular, I noticed immediately that Steve is publishing other peoples’ articles and writes his name above as if he were the author of these articles and only below did he mention the name of the actual author of the article, however not always.

“This is in my eyes a criminal act by any legal or ethical standards, although I reject all current legal standards in this debased society. I concluded that Steve is committing without any doubt plagiarism and theft of intellectual property. Only recently the German war minister had to resign for a similar, though much smaller, crime of plagiarism. which Steve Beckow is actually committing for years in front of the whole Internet community.” (7)

I think Georgi is referring to the WordPress convention of placing the poster’s username on all articles posted by that individual. So, for instance, an article written by Lee Spiegel and posted to my website will feature the byline “by Steve Beckow” if I posted it or “by B.Z. Riger” if BZ posted it.

We’ve tried to compensate for this WordPress characteristic by placing full details of publication at the head of each article, like so:

UFO Sightings Increase 67 Percent In 3 Years, History Channel Investigates Unexplained Aerial Phenomena

by Lee Speigel, Huffington Post, 8/26/2011

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2011/08/26/ufos-pilots-history-channel_n_935847.html

Until Georgi’s recent comments, I had given little thought to the situation. When I originally saw this WordPress requirement, I recall feeling inconvenienced to have Lee Spiegel’s article appear as “by Steve Beckow.” But I thought that all readers would realize that I am bound by WordPress’s own characteristics and make the leap in understanding required.

He claims he contacted me to try to convince me to mend my ways, offering himself as my mentor. I have one email I’ve been able to locate from him (my computer crashed numerous times in 2010 and I lost most of my email).

“Dear Steve,

“While surfing in Internet, I inevitably check what you are writing. I must admit that it is depressing for me to witness your confusion in thinking … and writing. Your contribution to the general light worker discussion is thus more of a deleterious than benevolent character.

“It is a pity, as I am sure that you can do it much better. Currently your ideas and officially announced doubts as to what will happen in the future are, to quote a German saying, ‘like a dog rotating in a circle and biting its own tail.’ Doubts are essentially good, but one has to circumvent them at certain point in time. I think that this point has arrived for you now, if you do not want to “miss the train” (a German saying).

“Why don’t you try to streamline your thoughts and put them on a more sound and solid scientific basis.

“You can, for instance, start with my last article on free photon energy that will be soon available to humanity.” (8)

(Continued in Part 2.)

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The scene of the original “crime” – the vice-principal’s actual office at the high school I attended (see it, right down there on the first floor to the right?)

(Continued from Part 1)

Most recently he criticizes me for an article that I did not write. He doesn’t provide publication details of the article so I have no idea at this moment whose article it was. After demolishing “my” arguments on the Mayan Calendar, a subject of which I have very little knowledge and could not possibly have constructed a coherent article on, he concludes:

“Therefore, forget all indignant Steve Beckows – they are well placed in the company of avaricious Reptilians. Forget also Wilcock and Co, who have never bothered to reflect on the nature of space-time and produce a decent scientific concept in their whole life.

“If you follow such false prophets, it is your fault. You will be also dumbed down. This is the sad reality on this planet, and the only way out of it, is to realize this deplorable truth. Any kind of false indignation on the part of the ego is completely wrong at this place. Change your ego first and then start thinking in correct scientific terms.” (9)

I lack any scientific background upon which to judge Georgi’s arguments in his article or reply to them, even if the article he refers to was mine.

That defines the situation that I face at the present time. But upsets are seldom about the situation in the present. They’re almost always about a situation from the past and our own emotional state probably won’t be restored until and unless we deal with the troublesome situation from the past where the vasana was formed.

If we use the triggering situation in the present to assist us to locate the troublesome situation in the past and complete the experience of the memory, then we have done ourselves a great favor and helped prepare ourselves for Ascension. This is the course of action that I’ve been urging for a few years now.

Therefore let me use the occasion of these ongoing attacks to raise up within myself whatever upsets they attach to and then process them here, to again illustrate the upset clearing process that I’ve been recommending.

Not like it is the only process available. There are many, ranging from Werner Erhard’s way of dealing with “records” (another name for upsets or vasanas), Byron Katie’s “Work,” the Sedona Method, etc. It’s simply that it would be good for us to have at least one means at our disposal to deal with upsets because it’s so predictable that they will occur in this time of rising energies and preparation for Ascension. Any of these means will do.

I’ve never in my life been the target of a sustained character attack so the situation with Georgi is to some extent novel to me. I have however been the subject of a strong single attack on occasion. The structure of a vasana or strong trauma-based memory is such that it fastens to whatever situation in the past most closely resembles the situation in the present.

The first step in processing one is to actually name the feeling that one feels when the vasana awakens and becomes present. I’m just now looking at this feeling. My initial attempt to identify it would be to call it “dismay.” But I notice that my deeper mind demurs a bit from that name. So I conclude that I have not named it as precisely as I need to.

So I look again.

As it turns out, it isn’t that I’ve named the feeling incorrectly but that the feeling is composite. It’s “dismay plus dread.” So the vasana I will look for is one associated with dismay plus dread.

I ask my mind what earlier, similar incident is associated with dismay plus dread. I’m going to take the first impression the mind throws back at me. I’m not going to force this process or struggle at it. I just relax and ask the mind to tell me where the upset originates.

And I immediately find myself back in the cafeteria of my high school. The high school vice-principal has walked into the cafeteria where I and a number of other students are behaving poorly. Out of all the students he chose to ask me to come down to see him in his office.

Anyone can remember, I’m sure, how it felt to be summoned to the vice-principal’s “office.” I felt dismay and dread. I went down and in the course of my defence I said that he was picking on me. Only I didn’t put it in quite those words, being too afraid to be so bold. Nonetheless he recognized what I was driving at. The dismay and dread is associated with being called down to the vice-principal’s office.

There is a second similarity between the two situations – the historical one with the vice-principal and the present-day one with Georgi. In the historical one I had the feeling that I was being picked on. Being “picked on” has an element of unfairness to it.  In the present-day one I feel blamed by Georgi for an article I didn’t write. Being blamed for something one has not done also has an element of unfairness to it. So there is the same sense of righteous indignation that arises from both incidents. That is another similar feature of the two situations. All of these aspects of the two situations suggest why that particular historical incident was chosen by the mind.

I “be with” this remembered experience. I feel the dismay and dread completely. These are not feelings I particularly like. Being in the state of feeling them is an “unwanted condition.” But at last they begin to melt away and the memory of the situation is now gone from my present-day emotional state. The situation is over. My uncompleted historical experience is now complete.

It’s true that I’ve been the victim of strong or threatening attack on other occasions as well, but this particular occasion with the vice-principal is the “head vampire,” so to speak. The reason I know that is that, when I process it, I feel the draining away of all tension and attention connected to the present-day situation. The truth has set me free, in a manner of speaking. That release from tension tells me I have hit upon the earlier, similar incident that’s governing the present situation.

You may ask: so what? The point of the exercise is that the feeling I felt when I read Georgi’s most recent attack is now gone. I am what Werner would have called “restored to self.” But more to the point, if I’ve done the exercise well, then I’ve reduced my stack of historical vasanas by one.

So instead of battling and adding to my stack of vasanas, I’ve processed the sleeping volcano that went off and thereby reduced my stack of vasanas. Working in this fashion when our vasanas or sleeping volcanoes go off is what I’m recommending to people as a means of preparing for Ascension.

It’s our vasanas that will make for a difficult passage. We can therefore welcome situations in which we feel upset because the vasanas have gone off and are now available to us to process and complete.

And so this is what I’m advising others to do as well. Not to battle with others, which is unproductive and has no useful connection to where we’re all headed, but to process the vasanas that arise when we’re attacked.

Footnotes

(1) “Georgi Stankov: On Steve Beckow’s and Other Light Workers` Confusion,” Oct. 13, 2011, at
http://stevebeckow.com/2011/10/georgi-stankov-on-steve-beckows-and-other-light-workers-confusion/

(2) Georgi Stankov, “Comet Elenin is a Mother-Ship of the Galactic Federation,” Sept. 15, 2011, at http://www.stankovuniversallaw.com/breaking-astral-news/cometeleninisamother-shipofthegalacticfederation

(3) Loc. cit.

(4) Georgi Stankov, “The Cosmic Laws of Creation and Destruction: Why and How the World Economic Order Will Collapse in 2011,” at http://www.stankovuniversallaw.com/popular-books-and-publicaitons-on-new-gnosis-and-ascension-2012/the-cosmic-laws-of-creation-and-destruction-why-and-how-the-world-economic-order-will-collapse-in-2011

(5) Georgi Stankov, “2012: DMT, Psilocin [Psylocibin?], Mescalin, Ecstasy in the Preparation for Ascension,” 2012& a Golden Age: Ascension, Aug. 12, 2011, at http://exopolitics.blogs.com/2012agoldenage/2011/08/2012-dmt-psilocin-mescalin-ecstasy-in-the-preparation-for-ascension.html

(6) Georgi Stankov, “On Light Workers’ Confusion in the End Times Prior to Ascension, September 28, 2011, at
www.stankovuniversallaw.com

(7) “Georgi Stankov: On Steve Beckow’s and Other Light Workers` Confusion,” ibid.

(8) Stankov to Beckow, July 14, 2011.

(9) Georgi Stankov, “The Ultimate Scientific Proof For the Accuracy of the Ascension-Date at the Stargate 11.11.11,” Ready for the Shift, Oct. 13, 2011, at http://readyfortheshift.com/2011/10/13/dr-georgi-stankov-the-ultimate-scientific-proof-for-the-accuracy-of-the-ascension-date-at-the-stargate-11-11-11/